The End of 2010

Today is the very first day of the year and also the day my grandmother passed away.I couldn't accept the fact she has passed away.It's like all of the sudden.I'm REALLY sad!!Partially sad because I won't be able to see my grandmother anymore but I'm EXTREMELY sad as my grandmother don't know who is JESUS before her death.I just know if anyone that doesn't know who Jesus is will definitely send to the pit of hell.

TO:Ah Ma,
I love you so much.You have taken care for all us when you are still on earth.Thank you for everything you have done for us.We love you so much.May you rest in peace!

Everyone knows now is Christmas eve. There's only about a week to Christmas. I really can't wait for it. I truly believe that on Christmas day, everyone in church will be touch by Jesus. More and more people will enter into His kingdom to Praise and worship Him. The purpose of Christmas is actually to save more life. I would really like to commit Christmas celebration into you hand, Lord.

I just can't believe that I have just done with my moral campaign. Basically, I also couldn't believe I have actually just talked in front of few hundreds students in the lecture hall just now. I actually prayed to God to ask Him for peace. Yeap,trade my nervousness with His peace. At the beginning, I were nervous but it only lasts for like a couple of minutes. Then later on I starts to have confidence in myself. All the ideas just kept on popped out in my mind. Praise the Lord! I know all this happen not by an accident but He has listened to my prayers. That's just so amazing. The rest of my members did equally well. I can really see they are putting so much effort for this campaign. They practiced day and night just for this 2hours campaign.
Just now after the campaign, I went for dinner with few friends of mine. The weather was just so awful today. So, we have no choice but to walk to the restaurant and walk back to our hostel under the rain. That is still okay after all. While on the way back to hostel, something just came off from my slippers. The slippers are belong to my friend actually. I felt so guilty about this. Anyway, it's time to sleep. Have been busy for the whole day today. Rushing up and down for the campaign.

There are only few weeks left to end the year 2010. It is really great to start a new year next year which is the year 2011. Everything going to be new as in my life,education and etc. To be frank, beginning of this year was really tough for me. There are disappointments, hurts and so on. Luckily I didn't give up in my life. I started attend for church in september and I am now a follower of Christ. I know all this is not by an accident but it's God's plan. My life has transformed after being a Christian. No doubt on that! I have truly learned many stuff in church. Jesus is so real and He really exist! He has answered many of my prayers. He will give everything you need freely. So everyone out there, if you guys have problems or anything, you guys can try to go church. I beg you guys won't regret for going. Church can really transform you all to a better person.

LAst night around 1something, I received a message from my friend. She said her kitten met an accident. I was actually so shocked to received that tragic news at that time of the day from my friend especially. Well obviously all pet shops won't open at that time as it's so freaking late already. My friend was awfully sad that time and what can I say to her is everything is still in God's control. I don't like to see my friends in trouble seriously. I want everyone around me to be happy. So, I prayed hard for my this friend! While I was praying, something just came to me and told me that everything is going to be fine. I went and sleep after praying without any worries for my friend surprisingly. And yea, the next morning I received message from my this friend again. I was actually scared to open the message. But i opened it at last. It was a good news!! "The kitten is all right now,said by my friend". Wow, that is really incredible you know. The kitten's condition wasn't that good last night and it almost die. I believe all this is God's job. He really answered my prayer. Amen!!

Something really amazing I would really like to share with all of you here today. Yesterday at about 3pm, my housing area here rained like cats and dogs. The day before yesterday, I have actually invited my friend to go for a jog with me. I was really desperate to go for jogging with my friend seriously. So, I prayed in my heart and asked God to please stop the rain at 5.30pm. After praying, I went and took a very short nap and I hope the rain will stop when I get up later. And so this has happened once I got up. At first the weather was quite sunny and that time was nearly 5pm. I was so freaking happy when I know the rain stopped. I quickly prepared everything and messaged my friend. When I'm about to leave my home, it started to drizzling and getting heavier few minutes later. That time was at about 5.20pm. Well, I was awfully disappointed that time. My friend even asked me how now?? Lol. I tell you what, God really answered my prayer. He really stop the rain exactly at 5.30pm. Thank you God for that!! I know You Lord will never disappoint each one of us on earth. Actually this wasn't the first time God answered my prayer. Every time I asked my Heavenly Father to provide happiness and joy to my family, it really happens. Not only once but many times. Hence, I have faith in You Lord that You'll definitely answer my prayers that I have make before this.

You all can eat anything as you like but you cannot say anything as you wish. From here, I would like to advice each one of you out there not to say something ugly to someone. It's because your words will enter deep into that person's heart. I said we can eat anything we wish too because whatever we eat will enter into our stomach then it'll release through our butt. Therefore, please think carefully before you all speak.

I had learnt many things in church today. It's really fabulous. I love being in church seriously. Few days ago, two guys commented on my profile wall. They actually commented on the post where i wrote i love my God,Jesus. I specific them into boy A and B so that we won't get confused. So,boy A actually asked to me leave church but unfortunately i had deleted his comment. I didn't reply him though. IT's doesn't affect much anyhow. WEll, now comes the boy B. He said he do not believe in Jesus. He said if Jesus Christ really exist,why is there so many old ladies are suffering out there. What i actually told him was everything takes time. Miracles won't happen immediately once you prayed isn't it? So,yea. However, i got the right answer in church this morning. It was freaking true what today's speaker said. I totally agree with him. So,for those non-believer just read this up.
Taylor(man) went to barber shop to cut his hair and he brought his bible along with him. The hair clipper saw it and said 'so,you believe in Jesus Christ'?. But this man didn't say anything as he was the hair clipper for him. He do not want anything to happen to his hair. That's why. After finish cutting, he went to the counter to pay and coincidentally he saw a man standing outside the shop dressing up so badly and with a long hair. I do not believe barber exist too actually said Taylor. WHY asked by the hair clipper? Taylor replied him and said look at the man standing outside the barber shop. Can you see how long is his hair? The hair clipper answered him and said he is the one who don't want to come and find me to cut his hair. Taylor replied him and said that's the answer why you do not believe in Jesus. You do not believe in Him because you didn't go to Him. Hence, that's the ending of the story. Anyhow, I believe Jesus could change anything for each one of us here. There's really nothing impossible with his love. PTL forever~~

heartening once again..

I am suppose to go for bible study yesterday but it has been cancelled in the very last minute. I was really desperate to go for bible study but... sigh!! It's all my fault. It's over anyhow. Now i'm looking forward for tonight prayer meeting. It must be very exciting and meaningful. Jesus, I love you~~

Yesterday was such a wonderful day for me. My sisters actually asked the God to give us the ability to speak in tongue. I kept on trying after I came back from church. Although it's tough but I believe I may control this one day. I know you Lord will always be there for me. Amen! Hence, I'll never forget yesterday(15th September 2010). I'll be going to Jusco to prepare a guy's birthday later. Hope everything will goes smoothly. Basically, hope we can make him touch as well. Amen!!

Such a wonderful day today. Today's weather is so similar to the weather in Aussie. I saw my badminton coach in Bercham just now. I went and approached him surprisingly. Many of us doesn't really like the way he coach us. BUt i'm still fine with him. So,yea. Bible said we have to be nice to everyone right? Lol. Tonight my brother and I have to go out for dinner by ourselves as my parents are going for dinner with their friends. It's fun anyhow but the world seems very insecure nowadays. There was a serious murder case few days back. 8 Indian mens killed four people by slitter on their throat. That was violent enough but it does not satisfied them. As a result, the killers burned them to ashes. This incident really scared the hell out of everyone. But fortunately, the murderer had been apprehended by the police. Thank God for that!! However, I believe God could use His strong hands to protect the innocent ones from this problem. Amen!!

I felt regretted after watching Piranha last night. One word to describe this movie is 'disgusting'!! ewww~~~ My friends and my elder brother did advised me not to watch it but I refused as I'm really curious to know what is the movie all about. I'm so sorry for not taking you guys the advise seriously. Lol.
It's raining really heavily once I got up this morning. I continue sleeping when I know it's actually raining. My brain going to burst very soon. Well, my friend messaged me last night and asked me to plan a birthday party for a guy. I have a plan actually but don't know whether it works or not. Lol. I will try it anyhow. Put my fingers cross!!

Well, I slept late again last night. I thought of watching tennis final between Nadal and Djokovic but it only starts at 4something so i decided to sleep although that time was already 2something. If there is no activities this morning then I may watch. Unfortunately, I have to go to extreme park early this morning so too bad. Anyway, here is today's update. Early this morning I got up at 9am. I don't even bother to prepare for badminton which is just an hour later. I was actually busy watching tennis(Nadal has won this US Open title for his very first time). I got out from home only at 10am. My house is so near to extreme park so it is okay. Lol. I really had fun with my brothers and sisters this morning. After badminton, all of us went to a restaurant nearby our Church to have our brunch. All of us chit-chat more than eating actually. Haha. I can't wait to go for prayer meeting tomorrow night!! Yippie~~ Thank God for the wonderful today.

I really had fun with my brothers and sisters in church just now. I reached there an hour later because I have to wait till my brother's tuition is over. After eating, we played games and everyone played till like gone crazy you know. I really can't stand with their humors. I was laughing like hell at there. Haha. However, I hope to have another outing like this again. I'm really looking forward to it. Tomorrow we will have another outing at extreme park. We are going to play badminton this time. This is really cool!!

never gonna be alone

I am suppose to get up at 6.30 am this morning but I didn't. I am awfully disappointed of myself. Aiks. How can I always failed to get up?? NO matter how late I went to bed, that shouldn't be an excuse you know LIyen?? Sigh. Not only that, I nearly missed out today's church. My brother and I have to get up at 8am but we only woke up half an hour later. Luckily my brother set his own alarm otherwise we both will really continue sleeping till noon. Lol. Today's lesson in church was really awesome and meaningful. I had learned many things in church today seriously. I'll never regret for waking up for church even if everyday. We're going to have steamboat in church tomorrow night. This is going to be a great time for everyone. Add oil, we are going for badminton in extreme park the next morning which is on Tuesday morning. Oh yea, before that, something really special I would like to share here. I had actually went in front and shared my testimony with everyone during youth service in church just now. I'm really happy after saying it out . Furthermore, I feel really release after sharing it. I know you Lord will happy to see this too. I will always make you proud of me,Lord. I have totally change myself after accepted Christ last Sunday. I believe you Lord will always be by my side no matter what trouble I am having. I know you will never leave me alone. LAst but not least, the plan to burn those Quran in America has been cancelled. It's all because of You. You did listened to our prayers. Lastly, thank you God for everything. Amen!! I would like to share a video with you guys. This song is really meaningful so do check it out. ~~

Damn. I promised my dad that i'll go for jogging with him this morning but i failed to get up. I only realized about it when I get up. Sigh. And yea, today is the first day of HAri Raya. So, i would like to wish everyone here Selamat Hari Raya!! I will be going back to Pahang later. Yeah!! I'm always excited to go back there. Lol. Anyway, hope we all have a safe journey. I love you Jesus~~

it's still great~

It's really bad as I failed to qualified myself into round 4. However, I'm still satisfied with my last night's match although i lost. I have to say here that I played well last night. I never expected for such performance from myself actually. I never train for like so long as in have a proper training but i'm still able to play quite well. Yea,thanks God for blessing me. My partner was sad after the match. I just don't know what should i do that time seriously. All i can do is to persuade her. She actually played quite well last night. Just that out opponent was too strong. So,yea. We can't blame anyone for that.

By the way,I'm going for church tonight. Today is my first time going for wednesday's church. I can spend a day extra with Him again. That's real great.

I almost missed out this morning's activities with my brothers and sister in pologround. This morning my mum woke me up and asked me "are you going?" I said no without thinking about it surprisingly. Luckily she asked me the second time otherwise I'll continue my sweet dreams. I was totally forget about the outing in polo. Luckily my mum reminded me. Thanks God I didn't miss it. We'll have another outing in polo again this coming Thursday. I'm looking forward to it. We had actually played dodge balls this morning. Luckily I didn't get hit by any balls. However, it's was awfully fun. I just couldn't forget those moments with them seriously.

By the way, I have to go to Indera Mulia for a badminton tournament in the evening later. Honestly, I am nervous now!! I'm nervous not because I'm afraid of my opponent but my performance in court later. Just wish me good luck people!! Lol. I just gonna try my luck this time. Not going to aim for winning but just hope I can perform well later. PTL~~~

Today is really a tough day for me. Well, I slept late last night which is at 3something and yet I have to get up so freaking early this morning. All thanks to my little brother. He actually forced my friends and me to accompany him to watch maria's match. Anyway, it's was still wonderful. Lol. Yea, about today's church. It was really awesome seriously. Pastor did actually had a prayer for us so that we can accept Jesus Christ. I have no idea why my tear came out by itself when the prayer was going on. Luckily I didn't sobbing like you know those babies otherwise everyone will come and hug me. I told this to my friends and they said it's a normal actually. It's to show joy with the presence of God. Even when we are having worship period, my tear can come out by itself. I don't know whether is it a good or bad sign. After church, I have to rushed back home to drop by brother then rushed for badminton at stadium. I played for like an hour only. It's enough for me for today as I'm seriously exhausted now. I spend more than half a day in church. That's why. I really happy to be in church every week. It's really cool. In conclusion, my day was fantastic after all. Thanks for everything Lord.

Don't know why I feel like blogging all the sudden. However, this is just a short update for today. Resident evil 3D is out on cinema next month. I'll definitely go for this movie after my exam. I'm really looking forward to it. I was kind the addicted to this movie actually. Ya, it's because the movie was darn hell interesting. Lol. By the way, I have a special feeling in my heart now. ~

Once again Hannah Montana the movie is on Star Movies now. Ya,that's right. I'm watching it again right now. I will never get bored of this movie no matter how many times I watch it. This movie is like so darn interesting but that's not the main point of course. Well,this movie can really inspire me. Each time I watch this movie, I'll gain confident again. I have no comment why I have such feeling. However, It's a good news right? I took part in a tournament which is called the Muhibah. I'll be playing next tuesday at 6.30pm. At first I thought I'll be playing on this Saturday. Luckily my game has been bring forward to next week,otherwise I don't have the chance to train myself. Now I have 3days to actually polish back my skills and train my stamina. My purpose is not to win but to perform well in all matches. But at this moment, I have to concentrate in my final exam. Another few dayy left. ~~

I went for badminton with my friends yesterday morning. I felt really good to meet with my old friends. LAst time we used to play and study together. I mean during high school. I really miss those sweet moments with my friends. I wish to have more outings with them after my exam next week. After playing badminton, all of us went back home to cleaned ourselves then rushed to Jusco for movie. We watched Avatar in 3D. I felt a bit giddy watching it by wearing the 3D spectacles. However, the movie was still awesome after all. I wish to watch step up 3 in 3D too but unfortunely the movie is still not on cinema yet. Hopefully I can watch it after my exam next week. Add oil, as usual I'll go to church every Sunday morning. I can't stay for youth service again today. I have to rush back for my revision. That's why. Last but not least, church is getting more fun now. I just can't wait to attend for church every Sunday. Lol.

I went to Chemor to helped out a poor family this morning. It was really fantastic. Nearly 100 people attended this charity. This charity is actually called the change the world. Ya,everyone was like so into their works. My duty was to actually paint the wall and ceiling. After looking at this family, I really feel that I'm so lucky with my current life now. I should appreciate everything that I'm having now. In addition, I really feel grateful to helped this family. I feel so good now. Lol. However, I wish i could change their current life to a better life next time by donating stuff to them. Maybe I won't help that much but I believe they would have a better life in future. I will definitely help those poor people out there next time. Now I don't have the chance to do so as I'm still under parent's guardian and I'm not working yet. That's why. All I can do now is pray hard for them so that they can have a better life and the whole family can stay healthy. Anyway, I awfully wish to do more charity after my exam. I really do!! So,yea.

once again...

As usual I have to get up early every Monday as I have to rush back to Kampar. Guess what? My mum asked me not to go back to Kampar today due to ghost festival. I have no choice but to follow her instruction. I don't really believe in all this stuff actually. My mum plan it in this way and yea I have to just follow it. By the way, my final exam is just next week. This's really sucks. Well, I'm really so not ready to sit for my final exam. Aiks. I'm just so speechless right now.

Today is my second time in Harvest Time Sanctuary. Today's talk was really awesome and meaningful. Today's speaker was actually from America. She can awfully pulled my attention. I had learnt many things this morning. Well, the very first thing she touched on was about dressing. Ya, as we know teenagers nowadays are very wild. Wild as in the way they dress up are very over. I know some of them don't really care about it. How about the reputation of their family and they themselves. We should wear in a proper manner and our dressing is actually not to show to those people out there but to God. Definitely God wants us to be more low profile and wear in a more discipline way isn't it?

I just came back from my friend's birthday party. I couldn't stay there for so long as my mum wants me to come back early. I'm gonna watch Hannah Montana the movie again later. Wow, guess i'm really obsessed to this movie.

Feel really lazy recently. This's really bad. Sigh! By the way, I found something really funny on Web just now. It's a joke to be more specific.
(One day, a grandpa and his grandson go golfing. The young one is really good and the old one is just giving him tips. They are on hole 8 and there is a tree in the way and the grandpa says, "When I was your age, I would hit the ball right over that tree." So, the grandson hits the ball and it bumps against the tree and lands not to far from where it started. "Of course," added the grandpa, "when I was your age, the tree was only 3 feet tall.")

Here comes again. I slept almost 3 in the morning just now and yet I have to get up early. This time I wasn't bother by anyone, instead I got up by myself. Few days ago, my mum freaked me the hell out and ya it was early in the morning. I was actually having my sweet dreams that time. Lol. My mum was actually playing hide and seek with the puppy. She couldn't find any other places to hide as lucky knew all the places that my mum usually hide. That's why. Well, although it's a bit hurt there but I still find it hilarious. I mean the way my mum jumped onto me as in her reaction you know. I awfully have no idea whether to laugh or angry that time. Anyway, lunch time~~

I had just learned something interesting yesterday. Everyone do pray to God but do they actually know how the method of praying? This is just the basic of how to pray. Well, all of us have five fingers. I mean mostly. Lol. When we fold our hands, our thumb is actually the nearest to us. We pray for those who are close to us(love ones). Next is our pointer. Pray for those who teach you which is your teacher and anyone that taught you the direction of life. Thirdly is the tallest among the others. Pray for those that lead the country. The fourth finger is the weakest so pray for those who are suffering out there and needs help. Lastly, our so called small finger. Pray to God for your needs.
The reasons I start going back to church is actually not to change my life. Well, I had learned many things last week. I have actually learned how to discipline myself and forgive people around me. They also taught is to enjoy our life to the fullest. Ya,it's absolutely true. Besides that, do appreciate everyone around you. Do not regret if you lose them one day. So,yea.

The weather is really unpredictable recently. Even early in the morning can rain like cats and dogs. I can't stop sneezing as the weather is so freaking cold. I don't wanna fall a sick please. There is another two weeks to my exam only. Apart from that, I'll be attending a friend's birthday party this coming Saturday. I don't wish to stay there till late at night however. I can't afford to waste all my precious time at there. :)

I went to church early in the morning today. I felt happy for being in church once again. Ya, I didn't go for church after I was elected to be one of the badminton player to represented the state which is in the year of 2004. I really feel good to be back in church again seriously. The church I'm currently attending now is actually called the Harvest Time Sanctuary. Everyone in this church is really friendly, fantastic and I can really mix with them easily. We sang many songs this morning. I love one of the song which is called the 'Mighty To Save'. Well, all the songs are interesting actually but this is the only song that can attract me. It's nice perhaps~


'MIghty To Save'

I just came back from badminton after playing with my friends. I met many of my state badminton friends at there and I talked lot of things with them since we all very seldom meet each other. Ya, I was really having fun with my friends just now. They were like laughing all the way. I don't know what is so funny about seriously. Speechless! Lol. Anyway, I'm feeling so energetic and fresh after exercised. This is really awesome. I can't spend so much time on sports recently as I have to study for my final exam. Another three weeks to my final exam and I really have to stress up myself for this three weeks. I'm gonna start going for church tomorrow. Yeah~~

This is a sudden post by me. I feel like blogging all the sudden. Raining the whole day long today. I hope for this in kampar but unfortunately it will never happen at there. I really don't understand why is the weather in kampar so different compare to in Ipoh despite it's so near. Ipoh is like so cooling but kampar is the opposite of Ipoh's weather. Some of my friends even stay there for like the whole semester. If I'm in their place,definitely I'll have all sort of diseases. Ya,diseases such as skin problem, rashes all over my body, desiccation,etc perhaps. Apart from that, something bothered my mind this morning. This sentence came into my mind 'why is there people in this world have thick skin'? Actually my friends did asked me a question that is kind the related to this question. Why those ugly guys can be so playboy and those handsome guys are so loyal,my friends asked me? Well, obviously I do not know how to answer them as I'm a girl. They are ugly and basically they're fooling with so many girls and yet still got girls willing to accept them. Ya,love is blind isn't it? Maybe because of that reason. Lol. Anyway, it's none of my business. Not interested in relationship now.xD Besides that, let's talk about a movie called the Hannah Montana(the movie). This movie can really attract me. This movie is actually acted my Miley Cyrus. One word I can describe about this movie is fabulous. Full of romance, hilarious and meaningful as well. ~~

I am really happy today. However,I have no particular reason why am I so happy today. Well,I sat for a test just now. I was like 'WHAT THE HELL' when I saw the questions and the guy that sat at the back of me said 'yes' once he got the question paper. I looked at the questions again and I asked myself,is the questions easy? Why is it the guy said 'yes'? Anyway,hope my result will be fine. Another three weeks to go then I'm free. yahoo~~ I really can't wait for that moment seriously. MOreover, I am eager to go church this sunday. I have many things to talk to HIM. BABy~~

why am i not in the study mood now~~tests and exams are just around the corner and yet i don't have the mood to study.where have you gone?last night i was in a study mood but it has disappeared after i get up this morning.really sucks~~urgh!!feeling so stress now.HOW??

I just reach home from Open University. I really have to start my revision. Nevertheless, let me update my blog before I start my revision. Well, yesterday my dad told me that it's not necessary to sit for the International Language Test since I learn all my subjects in English now. I chatted with one of my friend last night and he told me he saw Lee Yong Dae. He is so darn lucky to meet him. He told me that he is seriously handsome and cool. Ya,definitely I know he is handsome and cool, that's why I admire him so much. However,it's not the main reason. Actually I started to admire him after he has won the Olympic Games last year. That's really cool isn't it. Last two days I dreamed my house is full of snakes. All sort of snakes in my house,for instance big,small,long and short. That's really scary you know. Sigh! I hope nothing is gonna happen. By the way, I am gonna start going for church starting next week. I really have no idea why I have interest to go to church all the sudden. I hope it would be fun and I can enjoy with my friends at there as well.

I finished my class 20minutes ago. I feel really awful now. I have to sit for the English Language Test very soon and yet I didn't prepare anything. I must at least score band 6 out of band 9 in this test or else I'll consider as fail. This is real bad mann. I am gonna sit for two tests next week which is one on Monday and the other one on Thursday. Sigh!! The main purpose of blogging today is actually talking about my tournament the other day. Well, I managed to get second-runners up in this tournament. I wasn't upset as I was beaten by a national player. So,yea. I am awfully happy with my result and basically with my team mates as well. My team mates are really crazy. I really miss those moments with them especially when we played the 'cheating' game together. On Saturday after finish playing, all of us when to Mid Valley. We walked till almost 12 plus. So,by time we reached back to hostel,it's like almost 1 in the morning. Well, our girl's hostel is locked and we girls have to overnight in guy's hostel. We played the 'cheating' game once again and we are willing to sleep only at 3am. Lol. The next morning, all of us like you know those zombies walking along the street. Surprisingly our boy won the boy's single despite he slept late the last night. That's really cool isn't it? Lol. I will upload those pictures soon. Lunch time~~

yesterday morning i got up at 4.45am and get everything done by 5.30.my team left kampar at 6am and we reached kl approximately at 10am.our team is in the same group with three universities which are uitm(johore),um and usm.we lost to um and usm and our team is not qualified into semi.well,i am real disappointed yesterday.at first we thought it's good news for us to lose to usm as we don't have to meet strong team in semi.basically we thought we can win um without any worries but we lost.that's real sucks.we are suppose to play semi but our hope just gone like that.sigh!anyway,it's over.now i have to concentrate in my individual event despite i don't have the chance to enter final.i were so shocked after i get to know there're so many national and state players are taking part in this tournament.my whole body freaking pain now.as expected actually because i didn't go for training for like few months.that's why.ya,about the hostel we're staying now.the hostel was okay after all.just that the pillow is darn freaking hard.it's really hard for us to sleep.i heard many weird sounds last night and i keep waking up my friend by calling her name.lol.guess she is fed up with me as i disturb her sleeping last night.we have to overnight here for another one more day.hopefully nothing gonna happen tonight.our whole hostel is full of china students and those students from other countries.chat with them last night and they said they're here to learn malay language.it's time for me take a map now.will be continue! :)

Life in Aussie~~

I will be going down to Kl this coming Friday. Sigh!! All thanks to my sports teacher. At first he told me that this tournament falls on the 30th of August till 1st of September. I met him yesterday and he changed the story. I am really freaking lazy to go kl seriously. It's just wasting of time. On the other hand, I'll also be sitting for a test at Penang next month. I really hope I can do well in this test as I don't want to disappoint my parents. It's actually an International Language Test. Yea,it might be tough compare to Muet but I really have no choice but to sit for it. So,yea.

I am suppose to do my revision now as my test is just next week and yet i'm busy blogging here. Next month I have to sit for International Language test as muet already closing date. Ya,International Language Test definitely is much tougher compare to muet that's for sure. I have no choice but to sit for it. I am not really that confident to sit for this test seriously. Even my second brother said it's tough. I really need this cert to further my studies in overseas. Sigh! I am really speechless right now. I just don't know what am I suppose to do now. Now i have to concentrate for my final exam and this test. Another burden for me again. Urghh! Anyway, I just hope everything will go smoothly. Actually there's another thing in mind now which is I wish to go back to church again. I stopped going to church few years ago it's all because of badminton. Now I'm done with badminton,hence I can spend my time in church every weekends.

GONE!

My mum can't register MUet for me. Everything is gone now. SO darn freaking sad now. Aiks. My wish will never come true. SHIT!! :((

finally i'm back to malaysia!!

Arrived in Malaysia two days ago. The trip to Australia was really tiring. Well,i can say that I didn't really sleep at there. Yea,it's because the weather was so freaking cold. Imagine the weather in Australia now is 14degree celcius. I really feel heavy-hearted to leave Australia that day. I really want to continue staying at there. I just love everything in Australia like they lifestyle, environment and basically the people at there. They are really very friendly and helpful as well. My family and I has visited to many places such as darling harbour, the oprah house, maruba beach, and the rest i had forgotten the name. Lol. I wish the next time I go there again, I'll permanently stay there. Now the most important thing is I must concentrate for my final exam which is just around Septmeber.

I went for drama at St.Michael last night. One word awesome!! I love the second part of the drama. Starting is kind the boring actually but still nice though. I really admire the main actor and the indian guy. Wow,both of them acted so real. Oh yea, the main actor can really sing as well. I wish I can sing like him too. Between, another one more day I'm going to Australia already. Imagine we all have to sit in the plane for like half a day. It's really tiring seriously. Anyway, hope everything will be just fine for this one week in Australia.

Another three more days I'll be leaving MAlaysia. I hope I can still talk to you when I'm at there. Darl i got something to talk to you. Listen to me okay? Everyday you must be wondering what i loves about you right? I can tell you here. I just like everything about you now. You are willing to change for me without thinking of the consequences. No matter what happen in future, I just hope i can spend the rest of my life with you. You will be the very last one in my life!!

Another few more days, we're flying to Australia already. I don't want the time to pass fast. I'm gonna miss my brother like hell in Malaysia here. Last night i couldn't sleep well. I keep rolling on the bed till this morning 6something then only i get to fall asleep. I think it's because the weather is hot. I'm having a really serious headache now. Aiks. Yea, last night got two guys played badminton at the back of my house and that time was already 12something. I think they are really insane played badminton at this time of the day. Lol. I skipped this morning class due to my headache. I will update my next blog when i reach Australia on tuesday.

I am going to miss my second brother so much as he is going to leave Malaysia to further his study in Australia. All of us going to accompany him to Australia next week. And yea, I going to skip classes again from tuesday till friday. I going to stay there for a week then will return back to Malaysia on saturday night. Aiks. I just don't wish the time will pass so fast. :((

Spend my whole day in my hostel today. My friend told me that today's class is cancelled due to don't know what reason. Lol. Next month i might go to Australia with my family. Gonna stay there for 1week plus. Wow,i really can't wait for it mann. Actually I'm not really in the mood now. I keep thinking of the past. I couldn't forget what i had done in the past seriously. I really regretted to what i had done lo. Aiks. I shouldn't have let this person come into my life at the first place. It's really a big mistakes that I did in my life. I will never let this same mistake occur in my life again I swear.

I MISS MY DARLING SO MUCH NOW!! @-@

Until just now only I realized that money is not everything. I was actually having a heart to heart talk with a guy just now. Actually I admire him for quite some time already. Now only I realized I’m actually in love with him and not admire. Whenever I’m with him, I feel very safe. Although he is not really rich and not good in studies but I believe if I’m with him, definitely he will all out for me. Hope everything goes fine tomorrow. Yea, last Friday after training I and my friends went Jusco for bowling. All of us was really enjoyed on the day. Lol. I played till my nails came off. Luckily never bleeding. I really miss those moments with my friends :(

Just came back from badminton training. This few days really tiring. I have to go for training morning and afternoon. Really sucks mann!! Yesterday all the sukma players have to gather at SUK. Stayed at there for almost 4 hours. After that, at about 5something we rushed back to the badminton hall to continue our training again till 8something. Aiks. Yesterday was really a tiring day for all of us!! Later got training again at 2pm. Sigh! I really hope SUKMA could end as soon as possible because i really want to go back to Kampar. This one whole week my friends keep complaining to me that maxis is sucks. They can't receive and send message to their friends. I think just Kampar there like this. Lol. I never undergo any problem like them though.

vacation again...

Tomorrow early in the morning, I and family will be going to Pangkor. I really can’t wait for it. Well, this is because I never been at there before. That’s why. After vacation, the next day I have to go back to Kampar already. Have to start my study. SUKMA is just around the corner which will be on the 2nd to 19th of June (including the camp). I’m going to miss my classes again. Sigh. And yea, my timetable for next semester just released this morning. Damn!! Classes if from Monday to Friday.. Not only that, Tuesday class until 7pm some more. @-@

what is love all about??!

What is the meaning of love?
Most people who claim to love someone don’t really love them, because they don’t know what love actually is


Real love is unconditional. All other “forms” of love are not really love. Most parents and kids don’t love each other, most people in relationships don’t love each other, most people on the planet never experience unconditional love in their entire lives… or at least it sure looks that way.
To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future – because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with. How many parents can say that about their kids? How many people can say that about their “lover”? Love is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement. It’s not about what you get out of it or what the other person can give to you. It’s not about having a trophy you can show off with and tell people “This is *MY* girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband/son/daughter/whatever”. You do not “own” anyone. It’s not about you feeling ‘proud’ to be with someone who always agrees with everything you say and do and never does anything you disagree with. Unconditional love means that the person can just live their life exactly as they choose and you will always be there for them no matter what.
So, how does unconditional love fit in with relationships and marriage and sex and all that stuff the whole world keeps going crazy over? It doesn’t, really. It doesn’t “fit” in anywhere. Relationships are like trying to put love into a box and keep it there, except love is infinitely sized, and the box is… well, there is no box large enough. And a normal, conventional marriage is quite possibly the worst possible way to show someone how much you love them.
Unconditional love is more of a spiritual thing. It’s not bound by physical things, like blood relations and the desire to procreate. It has nothing whatsoever to do with sex. Most people are in relationships because they’re horny and/or lonely, even if they genuinely think they love the other person. But if the person they “love” suddenly lost their “equipment” for whatever reason, would they still want to be with that person? Would they get jealous if the person they “love” wanted to spend time with other people as well? Relationships based on needs are not unconditional.
In order to truly understand love, you must first forget everything you have ever learned about it from society and anyone else (including what I just said). You are the only person who can tell you what love is. The only reason I’m writing all this stuff is because people always try to fit “love” in with things like dating, relationships and marriage and all that. You can’t make any sense of it if you keep doing that. You have to get rid of everything you think you know first.

I can’t wait to go for vacation with my family this coming Saturday. I just came back from Seremban last night. I and my friends really enjoyed ourselves during friendly match at Seremban last weekends. We will have another friendly match at Penang. I’m really looking forward to it. Lol. The friendly match at Seremban was really very tough for all of us seriously. All of us didn’t even prepare for this friendly match. At first we thought like those ‘chiplak’ players going to play. That’s why. Once we entered the hall, we all were so shocked because almost all are bukit jalil players. Four states joined this friendly match including our state (KL, Malacca, Negri Sembilan). And yea, I might go back to Kampar this coming Sunday. I still have one week for me to actually really enjoy myself before starts schooling. ~~

Today is another tiring day for me. I have been travelling up and down the whole day today. Early in the morning have to get up early because need to go to my campus to register something. By time I done with everything, it’s already almost 12 noon. I reached back home at about 1something. Took nap for half an hour then rushed to badminton training. Another one more month then I can quit from state already. Lol. Tomorrow early in the morning I’m leaving to Seremban for friendly match. I’m not gonna online for this two days. Be back on Monday!!

Watched ipman2 last night. The movie is quite interesting and exciting as well but I still prefer the first want though. Well,I'm in an average mood now. I just want to let this person know something. I'm not sure whether will this person read my blog but i will still write. Hope you know who you are ya. I accept what you said to me but just the reason you gave me is so ridiculous.you know?? I feel you are such an irresponsible type of person. I shouldn't have accept you last two years. I'm not sad but just dissapointed with you. I gave everything to you but at last I gain nothing. I shouldn't have give you the most important thing in my life to you. Feel so stupid trusted all your promises. Damn me!! Now i believe you are a bad guy because not only two people told me about you but many of them. Yea, thanks for everything you done for me. Hurt me and so on. At last I'm awake from my dream. THANKS to you!! Luckily you did this earlier or else I'll stll dreaming and don't know your true colors. yeah~~

I injured my leg during yesterday's training. Can't really walk properly now because really can feel the pain. Ouchh!!

Early this morning I received a message from my friend saying that final exam result is released. Wow, I was so shocked after I get to know this. Without wasting anytime, I quickly got down from the bed and grabbed my notebook. I dare not look at my result at first but I still have to. Well, my third semester result can say better than my second semester. Although I wish to get a better grade but I think this result really satisfied me. Tonight our country going to face chine team in Thomas cup. I really can’t wait to watch tonight’s match. So, yea.

Today is a really tiring day for me. I have been working out the whole day today. Morning went for badminton with my friends and then afternoon have to go for state training some more. Well, I have to train hard for this one whole month as Sukma is just around the corner. Not only that, next week I’m leaving to NS for friendly match. Honestly, I really don’t have the feeling to go NS. All in my mind now is to go back to Kampar and continue my studies. Maybe after my degree I might be going to overseas and work. From my opinion, working in overseas is much better than working here seriously. Well, I’m watching Thomas Cup while updating my blog now. I’m hoping Denmark to win as I had promised someone that I’ll treat him eat if Denmark lost. But anyway, I do hope Malaysia to win although I still have to treat that person eat.lol.

Many fantastic songs recently such as fireflies, vanilla twilight, I never told you by Coblie Caillat, when I look at you by Miley Cyrus and so on. I’ll just upload fireflies video here as I failed to download the rest.

As we all know today is Mother’s Day. Here I would like to wish my mum and other mums out there as well a very Happy Mother’s Day. I love you so much mummy!! I won’t exist in this world without you. I and my siblings went out just now to buy cake for my mum. Actually she doesn’t know that we are going to give her a surprise. Well, just now four of us (my three brothers and me) took out the cake for her. She was so surprised and of course all of us gave her a kiss on her cheek. I hope I can make her happy every single day. I loves you so much mummy!!

I went to Penang with my family last weekends. We stayed at Gurney Hotel and the hotel was awesome. What I like the most in that room is the beds. I have no particular reason why I like the beds. Haha. Well, went there early in the morning on Saturday. We went to hotel and checked in right after we reached there. Awhile later, we went to Kek Lok Si. The first thing we did when we reached there was tried the laksa. Honestly the laksa there is different compare to other places. After done with eating, we went up to the temple. The place was so crowded and dirty but it was unbelievable though. After walking for three hours, we drove back to hotel. We continue our enjoyment with swimming, snookering, play volleyball and go for gym. After enjoying the whole day, it’s time to have our dinner. We went to Bali Hai for our dinner. The dishes were delicious seriously. Hope I can have an opportunity to try the food there again. Okay, after done with eating, we walked to Gurney Drive and bought food and some stuff back to hotel. Reached back hotel at about 11something. Immediately went to bed after that. I was really satisfied with the trip together with my family on that day. During the last day of trip, before we left Penang, we visited the snake temple. Reached back home at about 5something. Overall, although the trip was tiring but it was awesome. I really can’t wait for the next family trip. The next trip might be at Pulau Pangkor. I’m looking forward to it. :)

Hope everything will be just fine tomorrow. Just want to see his smile each day!!

Today is my first day of my final exam. I have just done with my first paper (English for communication) this evening. Left two more papers which one will be on this Wednesday (web page design) and the other one will be on Friday (management studies). Today’s paper can consider okay for me. I really can’t wait to end my final exam seriously. Anyway, bless me for my exam. Lol.

I am supposed to update my blog after my exam but I just can’t wait. No particular reason for it. Well, recently many things had happen. I am not going to pour all out here though. Just touch on particular event will do. First, I am going to talk about a person here. Not going to say out who is this person. At this moment, I really do understand this person’s character very well already. I felt like a fool treated this person so good before this. Anyway, I have learned from my mistake now. I will never treat this person well anymore. Since this person gives me a damn, so I will just do the same thing. I just dislike being with that type of person seriously. Who do you think you are now? You aren’t great at all you know that!! Just stop acting that you are so great and what so ever please. I just get so fed-up with your annoying attitude. After this few days only I realized what I done before this is actually wrong. I shouldn’t have treated you so good. I wasted all my time, afford and what so ever because of this. However, everything is done now. I am happy with everything I got now. Hope this person won’t appear in my life anymore. I really want to have a peaceful life and without worries.
Secondly, I am going down to kl tomorrow to pick up my second brother. He has just graduated. I am really proud of my brother. He scored 6 times 4.0 for his six semesters in his university. I wish I could be like him. Lol. And yea, I am dilemma in making decisions now. There will be two events falls on the 1st of May. First is friendly match in Negri Sembilan and secondly is vacation with my family to Penang. I wish I could go both actually but I can only choose between one now. I just have no idea what to do now?? If I don’t go for friendly match, I afraid I will cause the whole group of girls’ team can’t go also. That’s the problem here. Basically, going for vacation with my family is also equally important for me. All of us never really been together since me and my brother go out for studies. Sigh. So miserable now!!

well,has been abandoned my blog for quite some time. Kind the busy few weeks ago with assignments,presentations and tests.so,i would just have a quick post today.this week will be the last week before my study week which will be on the 19th of this month.6weeks just flew like that.i hope my exam could over as soon as possible.i really can't wait to go for vacation with my family during my semester break.my second brother might be going to Australia to study.kind the sad thinking about it.me and him is like can't separate for so long.maybe because we both are kind the close.that's why.anyway,i wish i could perform well in my upcoming exam.i will update my blog after everything is done.

MOODY!!!URGHH.

firstly,chinese new year for this year will officially end this coming sunday.secondly,i'm going back to kampar this coming monday where i dislike going back there.i loves studying at there actually.just that the weather is making me so sick staying at there.not only that,there is no entertaiment at all at there.this making me even more sick.basically,i realized that the temperature in kampar is slightly higher if compare to ipoh here.how good if i can come back home everyday.lols.lastly,i hope everything will be just fine in this coming semester.i have shown improvement in my final exam last semester.i really hope i can do better this time.so,yea.

3days to go!!darn nervous now.sobs.i really hope i can continue!!

just finish watching a movie called 'she's the man'.that movie is so interesting and hilarious as well.i feel like watching it again now.really fun watching it.you guys really have to watch it.don't miss this movie seriously.i bet you guys will love it too.lols.anyway,it's time to go to bed now.nights everyone!lols.

well,now i spend most of them sleeping,eating and watching tv.this is how my daily life goes on after my final exam.haiz.can anyone please entertain me??by the way,my result for my second semester will release soon which is on 25th of this month.please bless me god!!

finally my exam is over!!that's the end of my second semester already.by the way,this sunday will be the first day of chinese new year.i will be going back to pahang either this coming saturday or sunday.i'm looking forward to it actually.lols.

last lab!!sobs.

well,i can say that today is my last day of schooling before my final exam.my final exam is just around the corner which is just one week from now.kinda sad actually because i won't be seeing my lecturers that taught me for this two semesters in my 3rd semester anymore.sobs.i'm gonna miss all my lecturers especially my biology,public speaking and chemistry lecturers.seriously i really learned lots of things throughout this two semesters.i had learned how to actually judge a person,how to be more independent and basically learned how to get up early everyday.lols.by the way,today i presented my biotech business plan.out of 6 groups only 3 groups presented for our class.one reason is because this presentation not gonna distribute marks to us.that's why.thats all for now.will update after my final exam.

taken by jenky!lols.

today is 01.01.2010!!say goodbye to year 2009.i just came back from kl last night.went there for a badminton tournament actually.100plus national inter-state junior badminton championship!!wow,was really exhausted yesterday.perak state got fourth placing again this time.supposingly our team can get third placing but our boy's double lost so no more hope at the back already.we lead malacca by 5-2 you know.really upset la.haiz.anyway,it's good enough we can upset kl team this year.lols.my second semester gonna end soon.left about 3 to 4weeks then is my semester break already.i can't wait for chinese new year seriously.lols.i'm really looking forward for it.haha.so,yea.thats all for now.