I really have the passion to complete my race with God. I know that something greater is about to come. I am who I am today is all because of my God. My God is good all the time and He will never change today, tomorrow and forever. Well, some of my friends are an out-going people and the other partial people are those people that is quite particular in choosing friends. I am totally the opposite site here!! Quite a number of them asked me "why I do not like to go out? Is it because of your mum or what?" or I am just a coward?" You guys are totally wrong!! I can be a crazy person if I want too but I don't want. It's not the right time for me to have fun and love the world now. The other one more thing here is I awfully do not understand why certain people are so choosy. If that person can't give you any benefits then you don't wanna be friend with this person. What is this mann?? What happen if God judge you in this way? Would you be happy? But one thing I can tell you guys here is no matter how bad is your past because this, God will still forgive you. He is a good God. I am a Christian if you don't know. I was once lost but I'm save once again. I really don't know what I'm going to be without Jesus in my life, seriously. I am stronger and happier now. I'm not going to bother so much how people think about me. What concern me the most here is how God think about me. He has the only right to judge me. I'm going to live my life with family and complete His will before the judgement day. I love you so so much Jesus!!