Today indeed a great day. I had so much fun during the service. After that, I got a birthday surprise from my brothers and sisters. Well, honestly I didn't expected for this surprise because my actual birthday was one month ago. Really appreciate for what they have done for me despite my birthday passed long time ago. Haha. THANKS GUYS!! So to happen if any of you view this post :) I had my breakfast with my beloved family after the service just now. I just love the feeling when I can get to be together with my family members. It's just so wonderful!! By the way, I am going to sit for my last paper tomorrow. INTERPERSONAL COMMUNICATION!! The paper seems tough actually. I really pray everything will be all right for me tomorrow. After my exam, I am going to enjoy myself to the fullest before my new semester starts. My timetable for my next year's semester is super hectic. Three labs per week!! Faint... Anyway, that isn't a big problem for me. What I concern the most now is preparation to get baptize this Sunday. Awww. I am not nervous but really excited for that. I am looking forward for what God has in store for me. I am totally belong to Jesus after this. Great. I have been waiting for this since last year. On th other hand, i also really wanna thank God for saving my family. It is really a blessing to get baptize as a family. Therefore, thank God for everything You have done for all of us. Where would we be without You Jesus? Thanks for dying on the cross for the nation. Will be continue soon :)

Morning World!! Today is another great day for everyone. Let's enjoy this day with Jesus alone. Yea, I skipped many services in church recently. That doesn't mean I don't honour God. Well, at first I was quite guilty about it too. I shouldn't use my university stuff as a reason for not going to church. And also my badminton tournaments. After sometime, I received an email from Joel and Victoria. This is what they said. It really mean so much to me.


How Do You Honor God?

TODAY’S SCRIPTURE

“REMIND PEOPLE to be submissive to [their] magistrates and authorities, to be obedient, to be prepared and willing to do any upright and honorable work.”
(Titus 3:1, AMP)

TODAY’S WORD from Joel and Victoria

What do you do to honor God? A lot of times people think, “I go to church to honor God. I read my Bible to honor God. I sing and clap in worship to honor God.” And yes, those are ways to honor God, but did you know that you honor God just as much when you get to work on time? You honor God when you are productive each day and honor the people in authority over you. You honor God when you excel in your career.

Actions speak louder than words. When you give your very best in the workplace, your whole life is giving praise to God. Showing up with a good attitude, being friendly, organized, just being your best — people will notice there’s something different about you. They’ll want what you have.

As believers, we should set the standard in all areas of life. People should see the depth of your character and your spirit of excellence and know that you are a child of the Most High God. Make the decision to honor Him in all that you do because You are His representative in the earth today!


I seriously wanna thank to both of them for being so supportive. Their words have blessed me so much. I don't care what people think about me but only from God. God knows who love Him. =)

I really want to thank God for everything!! Today I shared the Gospel in front of 50 students. Most importantly, they're non-believers. Seriously, when I think back on how I actually stood in front and started talking about Jesus, I was really amazed. I didn't expected I can be that daring though. I even said the most proud thing I ever done in my life is accepted Jesus Christ as my saviour. I really pray after this, some of them will keep my words in their heart and come to know Jesus one day. Before this I was thinking about this too. Finally, God has given me the chance to share with people today. thank You Jesus!! After sharing, my lecturer asked me to pick up a paper on her table. She asked me to read everything from that paper. It's a verse from the bible.
From 1 Corinthians 15:10 But by the grace of God I am what I am, and His grace unto me did not turn out to be in vain, but on the contrary,I laboured more abundantly that all of them, yet not I but the grace of God which is with me. Jesus loves you!!

It's already week 2. The next following weeks will be a hectic weeks for me. There are so many assignments,presentations and tests are waiting for me. Since this is a short semester, we have to really rush for assignments and etc. This is what I dislike the most in short semesters.
By the way, I have actually participated for quite a number of tournaments for the past few weeks. And I just realized that I have actually won almost all of them. God is good!! He has provided me the strength. Even I didn't play for quite some time, but yet I still able to play quite well. Praise the Lord!! Thank You so much for everything You have done for me. Without You, I don't think I will be able to even play for a tournament. After working out the whole day, it's time to sleep. So,yea. Nights world!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED DADDY. My dad is absolutely a great dad. No doubt about that. My brothers and I are able to grow up in such a great environment, it's all because of my dad. He has sacrificed so much for this family. THANK YOU DAD!! Thank you for everything you have done for all of us. Most importantly, thank You God for this great daddy.
I wanted to update my blog last night. But I'm really exhausted!! For the past four days, I was so freaking busy. I can only sleep after 12am. EVERYDAY!! My team only managed to qualified into quarter for this UM tournament. The players from other universities are way too good. But I'm really grateful enough for achieving such result. In addition, I also want to thank God for helping me in managing my time. I was free whenever there're services. I managed to attend cell group,prayer meeting and main service in Harvest Generation. At first I was doubting whether could I make it for all thess meetings. But finally, I surrender it all back to God. And He has shown me all sort of miracles. Praise the Lord!! Throughout this tournament, they're so many people have sacrificed so much for me. They have come all the way from their homes to support me and etc. Thanks YIP LI YEE, TEH SEK KIT, JOSHUA NG, EDWARD, CHAO EE and LEE KOY YEW. Koy yew even though you have assignment but yet you still spend time to support me. Really appreciate it!! And you guys purposely got up early just to accompany me to UM. Just thank you so so much for everything!! Oh yea, you guys also worked so hard in arranging transports for me. I had so much fun with all of you. I wish to have more like this days with you guys again in future.
This week is the first week of my new semester. After enjoying for 3 weeks, I have to get back to my studies. Luckily this semester is a short semester which is only 7 weeks. I pray this semester will be a great semester for me. May Your strength upon me Jesus.

I got so emotional early this morning. Nothing to do with anything but due to my sleepiness after all. Haha. I slept kinda late last night which is almost 4am. Actually I've to sleep early last night because I know I'm going down to KL today. I can't blame anyone but all to myself. I played Harvest Moon and chit-chatting with my brother until I have forgotten the time. But thank God I'm able to control my emotion. I didn't really show it out but I know it's just so wrong. No more next time, LIYEN!! Haha. So,yea. I'm actually in KL now. After such a long day today, finally I can rest peacefully in my friend's hostel. I have been travelling up and down for this whole day. Most importantly, I really wanna thank God for protecting me throughout this whole journey. This is the first time ever I take bus by myself to come down to KL. By His mercy I have such a safe journey!! My team gonna start our very first match tomorrow at 4pm against UPM. After that have to stay in UM for our next match which is at 8pm. So I'm pretty sure that I will have a super long day tomorrow. I have to get up early in the morning for test court some more. This is driving me really crazy!! Haha. Anyway, I really pray that God's mighty hands will be upon my team throughout this tournament. I wanna win every matches that I play. I surrender everything to You my Lord.
Oh, I just remember that I'm starting my new semester next week. It's just few days left for me to actually enjoy myself. Goodness precious. I'm so not ready for this coming semester. Still in my holiday mood. Anyway, it's time for bed now. Gotta get ready for tomorrow. Nights peeps!!

It is now 2.40 in the morning. I will be leaving to KL later for tournament.yes,AGAIN!! Actually I really wanna thank God for such a great blessing upon me. I didn't know I still have the chance to actually participate in so many tournaments. I just came back from a tournament which held in Sarawak last week. This is just so awesome!! I thought of giving up in my badminton career after Malaysia Games last year but I just can't do it. I have trained so hard since young. Since primary school!! It's really impossible for me to let go badminton, TOTALLY. Well, I really pray for greater tournaments in future though. Represent a country perhaps. Haha.
By the way, my final result released this afternoon. At first I was so freaking nervous when I get to know that the result was out. I was like oh my goodness!! How come so fast one?? This is because I really have no confidence in any of my papers last semester. I crapped so much.. yes so much in all the papers. I don't know what I wrote also. LOL. Luckily my result was okay. thank God for that!! 7 more semesters to go now. =)
Just a little update for today. I went to Jusco this morning. I entered S&J shop. I was really amazed about everything there. It's just so amazing!! Tissues look like money. Just go and check it out. Haha. Then at night went to church for prayer meeting. The service was awesome. Then now time to sleep!! Nights world =)

Hey everyone!! I'm back to update again.In a week, I have skipped two services, bible study and youth service.I feel so useless for letting myself get sick so easily.Once the morning service over,I went back home to rest.Aww,I still feel so tired even though I rested for so long.Anyway,below here is a message from my friend.I find it so meaningful,hence,I have decided to post it out here for all of you to have a look.The title of this message is 'strong prayer-God has amazing things in store for you.'From the title itself,I realized that this morning sermon was also talking about prayer.I mean the preacher was emphasizing more to praying.And so,I truly believe that this is the message that our beloved God wants us to bare in mind.Prayer can move mountain if you really believe that.Do enjoy the message below.




Stars do not struggle to shine, rivers do not struggle to flow, and
You will never struggle to excel in life, because you deserve the
best. Hold on to your dream and it shall be well with you... Amen.

The eyes beholding this message shall not behold evil, the hand that
Will send this message to others shall not labor in vain, the mouth
Saying Amen to this prayer shall laugh forever and remain in God's
Love.

Your dream will not die,your plans will not fail,your destiny will
Not be aborted,and the desire of your heart will be granted in
Jesus name.

No one goes to the river early in the morning and brings dirty water.As you are up
this morning,may your life be clean, calm and clear like the early
morning water.May the grace of the Almighty support,sustain and
supply all your needs according to His riches in glory.Amen!!Love
the Lord.Have a wonderful day in Jesus' name.

The will of God will never take you where the grace of God will not
protect you. I see something good happening to you, something that
you have been waiting to experience.

Guess what??I"M HAVING FEVER NOW!!!This caused me to absent myself from bible study.I was fine until this morning.All of the sudden I was attacked with headache and fever.Well,that's fine for me.Really fine.I was then being attacked at my abdomen which is not fine for me.I seriously have no idea why I always feel pain at my abdomen.This isn't the first time though.All right,I shall pray upon it.It might be spiritual attack.Who knows?I will be very busy for the next one month due to presentations,tests and lastly FINAL EXAM which is just next month.Let this be real seriously??I can't imagine that finals is just next month.I have no confidence in any of the papers this semester.I can do nothing but to study,study and study until my exam.

Another late night post again. Currently in kampar and I'm really homesick now. I want to go home see my parents, watch badminton, and play with my puppy. I MISS HOME,seriously!! I can't do anything but to stay here and study, study and study. My exam is just around the corner which is a month from now. I don't even have the time to study for finals since I still have to prepare for my next week's presentations and test. All these are really killing me mann!! Seems that I have so many stuffs to handle with. Nothing much to update for today though. Anyway, gotta go to bed now. Will update again soon =)

I'm so glad I went for youth service today. Nah, same goes for morning service. Okay, why I'm glad I went for youth service? It was because of the sermon actually. It's exactly what I was hoping for. That's what I call the heart of expectation. By right I'm suppose to skip today's youth service. Something was on and my mum wants me to stay at home. I have to sneaked out from the house after she left home for class. I know I know. Such a terrible daughter, right!! I have no choice seriously. God, please do forgive me! You know my heart's desire. =)

This is just a random post since I can't sleep tonight. It's so great that I'm able to update my blog in such a peaceful environment. No distraction at all! I was thinking about posting this Trinity thingy in my this blog. I use to asked people about Trinity last time. I think most of the people out there no matter they are Christians or other religions would like to know about this also. Just in case if you are someone who do not know what is Trinity about. It's actually talking about God with the combination of three persons in it(Heavenly Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit). Seems interesting isn't it. Yes, our God is interesting indeed. I caught a revelation just now while I was reading a book. No more doubting and confusion in me now. Thank God!! Anyway, just let me explain briefly about Trinity here. I pray this could help you guys out there to remove all the confusion too.
Well, the concept of the Trinity does not fit the framework of common logic, nor can it be fully analysed by our intellect. However, this is no reason to say it is the invention of theologians. Furthermore, to declare that the one and only God has made Himself known as Father, Son and Holy Spirit is simply an attempt to define what the Scriptures teach. Read the Book of John 10:29-30 and the Book Acts 5:3-4 to have a better understanding about it.
To commit our lives to this triune God is to begin to see with the eye of faith His greatness as our Creator, Redeemer and Sustainer. Doesn't it make sense that the One we worship and to whom we entrust our lives, should be vastly greater and extraordinary than our limited understanding?
So, come on people, it's time for all of us to get up from our dream. Stop questioning God and put complete trust in Him alone. His promises are unbreakable!! I was once a person who loves to question God.
Therefore, come home to God. COME HOME, Jesus is waiting for all of us!! Don't stay away. No matter what you have done, or left undone, He still loves you. God's promise which is written in the bible, for He who covers his sins will not prosper, but he who confessed and forsake them will have mercy.

It's already week nine. Am I dreaming? That means, there will be like another 4 more weeks left and I'm going to sit for finals again. Oh my goodness!! This sounds really crazy because I didn't expected it would be that fast.
Let me update a little bit about myself. Well, life is good recently even though have to face a few obstacles before this. That's how life should be!! We can gain experiences by overcoming all these obstacles at times. So people, please do not give up whenever you've to face difficulties in life. That's not what God wants you to do. By the way, I'm so into the bible recently. There are so many things that I would like to know but it seems like it's not necessary for me to know about it. Yes, the contents in the bible is not easy to understand. There are so many hidden things inside the bible but I am really curious to know about it. But how can I get the answers? Do research? Ask people? See how many times can I ask those people out there? I have so many questions to ask actually but sometimes I do ask myself, is it that important for me to know the answers that I'm searching for? Here comes a website when I was doing my research. It written "it's not necessary for you to know every single things in life actually. God will review the answers to you if you are really eager to know the answers. Do not think so much because God will definitely review the answers at the right time". I was like 'wow' when I saw that!! From that day onwards, I limit myself from asking questions.
It's raining in kampar now while updating my blog. Such a nice weather for me to sleep. So,yea. That's all by now. Thank You Jesus for everything. My life has transformed after accepting You into my life. I will always Praise You Jesus. Nights world!!
ps: I have fallen in love with the bible!! HAHA.

Here comes my new semester. Well,I was thinking whether can I manage to complete my degree in three years time?Everything getting tougher now!Even sometimes I feel like giving up.I'm just so tired of handling so many stuff in my life.Relationship,studies,etc.I really do not want to question God but I just can't stand with the pressure that pushing me so strong now??Now I have to face another challenge.I seriously need boldness to face this person no matter how.I really don't know whether is this a test for me or what?God,I really pray that You will show me a clear vision so that I know I'm working this out for You.You deserve all the praises from the world, Jesus.I love You Jesus no matter what.I want to thank You in advance for everything that You are going to do for me.

I really have the passion to complete my race with God. I know that something greater is about to come. I am who I am today is all because of my God. My God is good all the time and He will never change today, tomorrow and forever. Well, some of my friends are an out-going people and the other partial people are those people that is quite particular in choosing friends. I am totally the opposite site here!! Quite a number of them asked me "why I do not like to go out? Is it because of your mum or what?" or I am just a coward?" You guys are totally wrong!! I can be a crazy person if I want too but I don't want. It's not the right time for me to have fun and love the world now. The other one more thing here is I awfully do not understand why certain people are so choosy. If that person can't give you any benefits then you don't wanna be friend with this person. What is this mann?? What happen if God judge you in this way? Would you be happy? But one thing I can tell you guys here is no matter how bad is your past because this, God will still forgive you. He is a good God. I am a Christian if you don't know. I was once lost but I'm save once again. I really don't know what I'm going to be without Jesus in my life, seriously. I am stronger and happier now. I'm not going to bother so much how people think about me. What concern me the most here is how God think about me. He has the only right to judge me. I'm going to live my life with family and complete His will before the judgement day. I love you so so much Jesus!!

Time flies really fast. I'm going to sit for my final real soon which is just a month ahead. Scary but I really wanna finish this!! By the way, I have a great testimony to share with you guys today. I had my presentation last Wednesday and it was a five minutes speech. Well, all this while during my rehearsel, I didn't manage to speak below five minutes. At most 6 minutes ++. Somehow, I didn't make any changes in my speech. During my real presentation, I did exactly what I did during my rehearsel. I truly believe that God will give me a perfect timing. God is really good!!! My timing was 4minutes and 55seconds. My lecturer was amazed by the time too. Thanks God for everything seriously. Even a simple prayer, He can make the whole world change. Love you Jesus =)

Guess what?? It's almost the end of March 2011. Time really flies!! Well, some of my friends got back their spm result yesterday. I'm really proud of them for getting good result especially my brothers and sister in Christ. They did really good and really Praise the God for His faithfulness. He is really a God who answer prayers. Thank you God for everything He has done for us. On the other hand, those who didn't do well, please do not give up because this is just the beginning. Your journey begins when you start studying in college or working or etc. So,yea do stay strong and fight till the end. I'll be sitting for two tests straight later. Put my fingers cross for both this papers because I know it's not gonna be easy though. But I believe I can do it and score this papers no matter how tough it gonna be. Through prayer and guidance from Him, nothing is impossible!! Lastly, I would really like to thank God for all the miracle works He has done for each one of us. Amen!!

http://ashleygalz.blogspot.com/2008/06/trip-to-hell-by-pastor-philip-mantofa.html
( Do check this out guys!! ). It's so real!!

Today is another great day!! I was so blessed the whole day today. Today I started to talk back with one of my friend. He is currently in Germany. We didn't really know each other before this. So, yea. We talked to each other back since last week. Just now we both spent few hours talking about Jesus. I am really glad to talk to him as he is really a very good preacher. He has told me many things about his life. This not only has inspired me but draw me closer to God!! I will share half of his story here. He is a born Christian. He was selected to bukit jalil when he is at the age of 13. He was so blessed for at least two years. He got chosen to go for tournaments around the world even though he wasn't the best player. Instead, the best player wasn't being chosen. That's called blessing from God!! So, everything has changed when he reaches 15. He started involving in girls, clubbing, drinking and etc. Few years later, he gets to know that there're cracks in his legs. Therefore, he had to quit from badminton. He was sent home to his hometown. Well, even though there're cracks in his legs and he can't even walk properly, yet he still go for clubbing. His dream always have been to be an actor or a film star! Such an ambitious guy isn't it? Somehow somewhere, one of his friend text-ed him and she was really a lost girl. This girl wasn't a Christian and never even heard of Jesus before. It was really a shocking message. She told him that she is going for a Christian event in bukit jalil and she invited him to go along. My this friend was annoyed by this girl as she kept asking him to go. My friend lied to her that he will be going but actually he is not going. What happened was at the very last minute, something just came to him and pushed him and he went. But when he reaches there, he was thinking why he is here?? So, the event started and the evangelist came on stage. That evangelist was famous. He has experienced God and save many souls. His name is Pastor Philip Mantofa. My friend planned not too listen to him but slowly, the Pastor got my friend's attention when he's story about his past. When it almost ends, my friend actually cried. And when there's an altar call, my friend ran and bow in front. That's when he felt the presence of God. The feeling is like something hot poured onto your body. Hence. after all that pain, suddenly he felt a warm feeling in his heart and he knows that God has forgiven my friend's sins once again. And on the spot, he has repented and asked for forgiveness. After the event, as he was walking back to his place, he received 4 calls. First call from his dad, saying that someone is gonna sponsor him to Germany for 6months for badminton. The second call from a director, asked him to act in a commercial. The third call was from Wilson company, telling him that they will sponsor badminton equipments to him and last call from a doctor saying that he wants to sponsor 1K plus facial product to him. This is truly an amazing testimonies!! As we always say, nothing is impossible through Christ who strengthen me!! Amen. Praise the Lord for everything He has done for us!!

Sorry peeps for not updating my blog for quite some time. Have been busy for this few months. Assignments, tests and quizzes. Yes, it's so freaking tiring and my life was so miserable!! The past few days, I have received an email from UNSW. I was awarded the Scholarship but not the admission. I was quite sad actually but feel grateful and satisfied at the same time. I really wanna thank the Lord for everything He has done for me, seriously. Even though I didn't manage to get the admission but at least I know He is being faithful to me. It's impossible for me to get this scholarship without Him. This scholarship is a world-wide scholarship and it only provide for 15 scholars. Yet I am one of the lucky person!! See how great is our God. No matter how narrow or tough is my journey in future, I'll always stay strong and walk with Him till the end. I believe one fine day, my dream will come true. I know He is doing something up there for me now. Lord, I will always heart and be loyal to my Lord. Before I end my update for today, I just wanna share a very great testimony with you guys. My notebook was attacked my virus yesterday and yea, you guys should know what will happen if our computer is attack by virus right? Can't switch on our laptop or maybe very slow. My case here was my laptop unable to switch on. Yes, as a Christian, I'll definitely pray to God!! After awhile, I pressed on the on button and YEAH, it function back AGAIN!! God is real good. My mum can even say Jesus is so real even though she is a very strong Buddhist. Yes, Jesus is so so REAL!!!! No one can deny it. PTL~~~

I'm now enjoying watching cartoons while updating my blog. My classes are starting next week and yea I just couldn't wait for it. I know this coming semester the subjects are going to be tough but I believe that I can do well and get a great result. yes, Jesus is going to be with me at all times to guide,help and encourage me.

DAY 4: Made to Last Forever!

This life is not all there is.
Life on earth is just the dress rehearsal before the real production. You will spend far more time on the other side of death in eternity than you will here. Earth is the staging area, the preschool, the tryout for your life in eternity. It is the orastice workout before the actual game, the warm-up lap before the race begins. This life is preparation for the next.
At most, you will live a hundreds years on earth, but you will spend forever in eternity. The Bible says, "God has planted eternity in the human heart." You have an inborn instinct that longs for immortality. This is because God has designed you, in his image, to live for eternity. Even though we know everyone eventually dies, death always seems unnatural and unfair. The reason we feel we should live forever is that God wired our brain with that desire!
One day your heart will stop beating. That will be the end of your body and your time on earth, but it will not be the end of you. Your earthly body is just a temporary residence for your spirit. The Bible calls your earthly body a "tent", but refers your future body as a "house." The Bible says, "When this tent we live in, our body here on earth is torn down, God will have a house in heaven for us to live in, a home he himself has made, which will last forever."
While life on earth offers many choices, eternity offers only two which are heaven or hell. Your relationship with God on earth will determine your relationship to him in eternity. If you learn to love and trust God's Son, Jesus, you will be invited to spend the rest of eternity with him. On the other hand, if you reject his love, forgiveness, and also salvation, you will spend eternity apart from God forever.

This is just a random post. Someone actually said that I didn't change myself after attending church. Well, I was actually kind the pissed off with what that person said to me. I have changed and you wouldn't know that!! BECAUSE you are not me. And I'm actually curious to know what do you exactly meant by " I didn't change myself!! " Yeap,I can assure you that I did change myself but obviously not trying to pretend like someone else. I really do not bother how you guys out there think about me because what I concern the most is how Jesus think about me. That's all!! So, yea. Stop judging me because you don't have the right to judge me you know. Only the one up there have the right to judge me. However,I do not mean to hurt you or what but real sorry if I did said something ugly to you.

A couple of days more for me to really enjoy myself. Thank God my classes are from monday to friday. I awfully hope that I can score well for my this semester. I'm going to work extra harder for my this semester because my this semester is really crucial. I'm not going to face all the circumstances by myself, I know that. Jesus is going to be by my side to encourage and guide me all the way through. XOXOXO

DAY 3: What Drives Your Life!

Today's topic is What Drives Your Life!! Well, I truly believe everyone's life is driven by something. What is exactly the meaning of drive?? Most dictionaries define the verb drive as "to guide, to control, or to direct." It doesn't matter whether you are driving, controlling,and directing it at that moment. What is the driving force in your life??
Right now you may be driven by a problem, a pressure, or a deadline. You may be driven by a painful memory, a haunting fear, or an unconscious belief. There're hundreds of circumstances, emotions or even values that can drive your life. Here are five of the most common ones:
Many people are driven by guilt. They spend their entire lives running from regrets and hiding their shame. Guilt-driven people are manipulated by memories. They allow their past to control their future. They often unconsciously punish themselves by sabotaging their success. As what the Bible says, "You will be a restless wanderer on the Earth." That describes most people in this generation which is wandering through life without a purpose. We are just products of our past, but we don't have to be a prisoners of it. God's purpose is not limited by our past. God specializes in giving people a fresh start. The Bible says, "What happiness for those whose guilt has been forgiven! What relief for those who have confessed their sins and God cleared their record."
Many people are driven by resentment and anger. They hold on to hurts and never get over them. Instead of releasing their pain through forgiveness, they rehearse it over and over again in their minds. Some resentment-driven people even clam up and internalize their anger, while others blow up and explode it onto others. Both responses are actually unhealthy and also unhelpful. Resentment always hurts you more than it does the person you resent. While your offender has probably forgotten the offense and gone on with life, you continue to stew in your pain, perpetuating the past. LISTEN CAREFULLY: Those who have hurt you in the past cannot continue to hurt you now unless you hold on to the pain through resentment. Your past is past!!? Nothing will change it. You are only hurting yourself with your bitterness. For your own sake, learn from it, and then let it go.The Bible says, "To worry yourself to death with resentment would be a foolish, senseless thing to do."
Many people are driven by fear. Their fears may be a result of a traumatic experience, unrealistic expectations, growing up in a high-control home, or even genetic predisposition. Fear is a self-imposed prison that will keep you from becoming what God intends for you to be. You must move against with the weapons of faith and love.
Many people are driven by materialism. Their desire to acquire becomes the whole goal of their lives. This drive to always want more is based on the misconceptions that having more will make you more happy, important and secure, but three ideas are untrue. Possessions only provide temporary happiness because things do not change, we eventually become bored with them and finally newer, bigger, better versions. It's also a myth that if I get more, I will be more important. Self-worth and net morth are not the same. Your value is not determined by your valuables, and God says the most valuable things in life are not the things. Well, the most common myth about money is that having more will make that particular person more secure. It Will Never Happen!! Wealth can be lost instantly through a variety of uncontrollable factors. Real security can only be found in that which can never be taken from you is your relationship with God!!
Many people are driven by the need for approval. They allow the expectations of parents or spouses or children or teachers or buddies to control their lives. Many adults are still trying to earn the approval of unpleasing parents. Others are driven by peer pressure, always worries by what others might think. Unfortunately, those who follow the crowd usually get lost in it.I do not know all the keys to success, but one key to failure is to try to please everyone. Being controlled by the opinions of others is guaranteed way to miss God's purposes for your life. Jesus said,"No one can serve two masters."

Gone out for almost a day. Spend nearly half the day in Kampar. Then went to Shen Jai school to give one of my brother in Christ a birthday surprise. The weather was so freaking hot and I can really feel the heat. BUT it was really FUN!! After everything has done, we went to Jusco was our lunch and so-called shopping. Lol. I truly enjoy the whole day today with no REGRETS~~

DAY 2: You're Not By An Accident!!

You are not by an accident.
Your birth was no mistake or mishap, and your life is no fluke of nature. Your parents may not have planned you, but God did. He was not at all surprise by your birth. In fact, he expected it.
Long before you were conceived by your parents, you were conceived in the mind of God. He thoughts of you first. It is not fate, nor chance, nor luck, nor coincidence that you are breathing at this very moment. You are alive because God wanted to create you!! As what the Bible says, " The Lord will fulfill his purpose for me!!"
God prescribed every single detail of your body. He deliberately chose your race, the color of your skin, your hair, and every other feature. Besides, He custom-made your body just the way he wanted it to be. He also determined the natural talents you would possess and the uniqueness of your personality. The Bible says,"You know me inside and out, you know every bone in my body, You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit, how I was sculpted from nothing into something."!!
All this happen not by an accident but because God made you for a reason, he also decided when you would be born and how long you would live. He planned the days of your life in advance, choosing the exact time of your birth and death. According to Bible, "You saw me before I was born and scheduled each day of my life before I began to breathe. Every day was recorded in your Book!!"
Furthermore, God has also planned where you would be born and where you would live for His purpose. Your race and nationality are not accident. God left no detail to chance. He planned it all for His purpose. The Bible says, From one man he made every nation, and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should actually live. " Basically, nothing in your life is arbitrary. However, it's all for a purpose!?
Most amazing, God decided how you would be born. Regardless of the circumstances of your birth or who your parents are, God had a plan in creating you. It doesn't matter whether your parents are good or bad or indifferent. God knew that those two individuals possessed exactly the right genetic makeup to create the custom "you" he had in mind. They had the DNA God wanted to make you.
While there're illegitimate parents, there're no illegitimate children. Many children are unplanned by their parents, but they're not unplanned by their parents. but they are not unplanned by God. God's purpose took into account human error and even sin. God never does anything accidentally and He has a reason for everything he creates. Every plants and animals was planned bu God and every person was designed with a purpose in mind. God's motive for creating you was his love. The Bible says, "Long before he laid down earth's foundations, he had us in mind, had settled on us as the focus of his love!"

Guess what? Both my dad and second brother attended church this morning. FINALLY!! Really Praise the Lord for being so good to my family. After church this morning, I can sense that my second brother is totally ready for Jesus but my dad was still in the midst. I believe one fine day each one of my family members will enter Christian. So,yea. I love You so much Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit! However, from today onwards I will write about God's word on my blog. I awfully hope you guys out there will spend at least a couple of minutes to read it. I can assure you guys that you guys will learn something after reading it.

DAY 1 : It All Starts With God!!

It's not about you.
The purpose of your life is far greater than your own personal fulfillment, your peace of mind, or even your happiness. It's far greater than your family, your career, or even your wildest dreams and ambitions. Well, if you really wanna know why you were placed on this planet, you first must begin with God. You were actually born by his purpose and for his purpose.
The search for the purpose of life has puzzled people for thousands of years. That's because we typically begin at the wrong starting point ourselves. At times we ask self-centered questions like What do I actually want to be? or What should I do with my life? or What are my goals, my ambitions, my dreams for my future? But by focusing on ourselves will never reveal our life's purpose. According to Bible, "It's God who directs the lives of His creatures, everyone's life is in His power."
Contrary to what many popular books, movies, and even seminars tell you, you won't discover your life's meaning by just looking within yourself. You've probably tries that already. Just remember, you didn't create yourself, so there is no way you can tell yourself what you were created for!! Let's say I handed you an invention which you had never seen before, you wouldn't know its purpose, and the invention itself wouldn't know be able to tell you either. Hence, only the creator or the owner's manual could reveal its purpose.
Many people try to use God for their own self-actualization, but that is a reversal of nature and is doomed to failure. You were made for God, not vice versa, and your life is actually about letting God use His purpose, not you are using Him for your own purpose. The Bible says, " Obsession with self in these matters is a dead and attention to God leads us out into the open, into a spacious, free life.

All this while I was thinking of getting baptize but finally I have make up my mind which is to get baptize during youth camp last year.But unfortunately there're many obstacles.Firstly is due to parental objection and next is due to exam.My exam clashed with the camp date.It's kind the disappointed actually.As days passed by,I realized why are they so many obstacles for me to actually get baptize.Before this my mum was so firm with her decision which is we cannot get baptize no matter what also.However,my mum has changed her mind after Christmas celebration which happened a week ago.She allows we all my brothers and I to get baptize during Easter Day which is two months ahead only.Praise the Lord for everything He has done not only for me but for my family as well.I know He has done many things without our knowing.He is definitely the God who answer prayers.Whatever we ask as long it's the name of Jesus,God will definitely give freely to us.So,yea.God bless all of you out there! =)

Last Sunday was Holy Communion Day and I actually SKIPPED it.I will sad whenever I think back about it.It's because that was the first Holy Communion of the year and yea you know,just SAD.Next is the update about my grandmother.ON last Sunday I went back to Teluk Intan to attend my grandmother's funeral.I was shocked at first to know about her death on Saturday evening but I wasn't that sad surprisingly compare to the death of my cousin's brother two years ago.During the whole funeral I was just thinking about Jesus and church.I'm so afraid that I'll do something that actually offences the God.However, during the praying is going on, my aunt asked my mum why aren't we three(brothers and i) pray?My mum actually told her that we three are Christian.I'm happy to hear that because from there I can see that she has accepted us totally as a Christian.LAstly,I would like to thank Brother Koh and the rest of the church members,my brothers and sisters in Christ for supporting my whole family throughout this whole funeral.I were amazed with everything that has done by the church for us.Thank you for fully support and encouragement!