vacation again...

Tomorrow early in the morning, I and family will be going to Pangkor. I really can’t wait for it. Well, this is because I never been at there before. That’s why. After vacation, the next day I have to go back to Kampar already. Have to start my study. SUKMA is just around the corner which will be on the 2nd to 19th of June (including the camp). I’m going to miss my classes again. Sigh. And yea, my timetable for next semester just released this morning. Damn!! Classes if from Monday to Friday.. Not only that, Tuesday class until 7pm some more. @-@

what is love all about??!

What is the meaning of love?
Most people who claim to love someone don’t really love them, because they don’t know what love actually is


Real love is unconditional. All other “forms” of love are not really love. Most parents and kids don’t love each other, most people in relationships don’t love each other, most people on the planet never experience unconditional love in their entire lives… or at least it sure looks that way.
To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future – because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with. How many parents can say that about their kids? How many people can say that about their “lover”? Love is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement. It’s not about what you get out of it or what the other person can give to you. It’s not about having a trophy you can show off with and tell people “This is *MY* girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband/son/daughter/whatever”. You do not “own” anyone. It’s not about you feeling ‘proud’ to be with someone who always agrees with everything you say and do and never does anything you disagree with. Unconditional love means that the person can just live their life exactly as they choose and you will always be there for them no matter what.
So, how does unconditional love fit in with relationships and marriage and sex and all that stuff the whole world keeps going crazy over? It doesn’t, really. It doesn’t “fit” in anywhere. Relationships are like trying to put love into a box and keep it there, except love is infinitely sized, and the box is… well, there is no box large enough. And a normal, conventional marriage is quite possibly the worst possible way to show someone how much you love them.
Unconditional love is more of a spiritual thing. It’s not bound by physical things, like blood relations and the desire to procreate. It has nothing whatsoever to do with sex. Most people are in relationships because they’re horny and/or lonely, even if they genuinely think they love the other person. But if the person they “love” suddenly lost their “equipment” for whatever reason, would they still want to be with that person? Would they get jealous if the person they “love” wanted to spend time with other people as well? Relationships based on needs are not unconditional.
In order to truly understand love, you must first forget everything you have ever learned about it from society and anyone else (including what I just said). You are the only person who can tell you what love is. The only reason I’m writing all this stuff is because people always try to fit “love” in with things like dating, relationships and marriage and all that. You can’t make any sense of it if you keep doing that. You have to get rid of everything you think you know first.

I can’t wait to go for vacation with my family this coming Saturday. I just came back from Seremban last night. I and my friends really enjoyed ourselves during friendly match at Seremban last weekends. We will have another friendly match at Penang. I’m really looking forward to it. Lol. The friendly match at Seremban was really very tough for all of us seriously. All of us didn’t even prepare for this friendly match. At first we thought like those ‘chiplak’ players going to play. That’s why. Once we entered the hall, we all were so shocked because almost all are bukit jalil players. Four states joined this friendly match including our state (KL, Malacca, Negri Sembilan). And yea, I might go back to Kampar this coming Sunday. I still have one week for me to actually really enjoy myself before starts schooling. ~~

Today is another tiring day for me. I have been travelling up and down the whole day today. Early in the morning have to get up early because need to go to my campus to register something. By time I done with everything, it’s already almost 12 noon. I reached back home at about 1something. Took nap for half an hour then rushed to badminton training. Another one more month then I can quit from state already. Lol. Tomorrow early in the morning I’m leaving to Seremban for friendly match. I’m not gonna online for this two days. Be back on Monday!!

Watched ipman2 last night. The movie is quite interesting and exciting as well but I still prefer the first want though. Well,I'm in an average mood now. I just want to let this person know something. I'm not sure whether will this person read my blog but i will still write. Hope you know who you are ya. I accept what you said to me but just the reason you gave me is so ridiculous.you know?? I feel you are such an irresponsible type of person. I shouldn't have accept you last two years. I'm not sad but just dissapointed with you. I gave everything to you but at last I gain nothing. I shouldn't have give you the most important thing in my life to you. Feel so stupid trusted all your promises. Damn me!! Now i believe you are a bad guy because not only two people told me about you but many of them. Yea, thanks for everything you done for me. Hurt me and so on. At last I'm awake from my dream. THANKS to you!! Luckily you did this earlier or else I'll stll dreaming and don't know your true colors. yeah~~

I injured my leg during yesterday's training. Can't really walk properly now because really can feel the pain. Ouchh!!

Early this morning I received a message from my friend saying that final exam result is released. Wow, I was so shocked after I get to know this. Without wasting anytime, I quickly got down from the bed and grabbed my notebook. I dare not look at my result at first but I still have to. Well, my third semester result can say better than my second semester. Although I wish to get a better grade but I think this result really satisfied me. Tonight our country going to face chine team in Thomas cup. I really can’t wait to watch tonight’s match. So, yea.

Today is a really tiring day for me. I have been working out the whole day today. Morning went for badminton with my friends and then afternoon have to go for state training some more. Well, I have to train hard for this one whole month as Sukma is just around the corner. Not only that, next week I’m leaving to NS for friendly match. Honestly, I really don’t have the feeling to go NS. All in my mind now is to go back to Kampar and continue my studies. Maybe after my degree I might be going to overseas and work. From my opinion, working in overseas is much better than working here seriously. Well, I’m watching Thomas Cup while updating my blog now. I’m hoping Denmark to win as I had promised someone that I’ll treat him eat if Denmark lost. But anyway, I do hope Malaysia to win although I still have to treat that person eat.lol.

Many fantastic songs recently such as fireflies, vanilla twilight, I never told you by Coblie Caillat, when I look at you by Miley Cyrus and so on. I’ll just upload fireflies video here as I failed to download the rest.

As we all know today is Mother’s Day. Here I would like to wish my mum and other mums out there as well a very Happy Mother’s Day. I love you so much mummy!! I won’t exist in this world without you. I and my siblings went out just now to buy cake for my mum. Actually she doesn’t know that we are going to give her a surprise. Well, just now four of us (my three brothers and me) took out the cake for her. She was so surprised and of course all of us gave her a kiss on her cheek. I hope I can make her happy every single day. I loves you so much mummy!!

I went to Penang with my family last weekends. We stayed at Gurney Hotel and the hotel was awesome. What I like the most in that room is the beds. I have no particular reason why I like the beds. Haha. Well, went there early in the morning on Saturday. We went to hotel and checked in right after we reached there. Awhile later, we went to Kek Lok Si. The first thing we did when we reached there was tried the laksa. Honestly the laksa there is different compare to other places. After done with eating, we went up to the temple. The place was so crowded and dirty but it was unbelievable though. After walking for three hours, we drove back to hotel. We continue our enjoyment with swimming, snookering, play volleyball and go for gym. After enjoying the whole day, it’s time to have our dinner. We went to Bali Hai for our dinner. The dishes were delicious seriously. Hope I can have an opportunity to try the food there again. Okay, after done with eating, we walked to Gurney Drive and bought food and some stuff back to hotel. Reached back hotel at about 11something. Immediately went to bed after that. I was really satisfied with the trip together with my family on that day. During the last day of trip, before we left Penang, we visited the snake temple. Reached back home at about 5something. Overall, although the trip was tiring but it was awesome. I really can’t wait for the next family trip. The next trip might be at Pulau Pangkor. I’m looking forward to it. :)