I am who I am now because of this cross. Yes, I am NOTHING without Jesus!! I once thought of giving up God because of failures, disappointment, hurts. But on this day, I wanna declare that Jesus is indeed real. I have experienced breakthroughs and miracles in my life. I will never doubt on my God anymore. I will still believe no matter what comes along my way. Jesus is real and He loves you so much =)

Endurance leads to success!!

I have been a runner before. I know how suffering it is to finish a race especially a long distance runners. This is how a runner feels during the race. He or she feels tired even at the beginning of the race. But as he goes on running, he will eventually feels better and he can't feel the tiredness anymore. However, this is the moment where the runners really need a very strong mindset. Despite he is not tired but here comes all the negative thoughts that cause few runners to give up. This is not because they are tired but was played around in their mindset. After all, what I wanna say here is, no matter how long you have been traveling in this journey in your life, and still can't see your breakthroughs yet but you are tired of waiting. And you are asking whether you should give up and try on something else. My answer is NO!! If that is your passion, do not ever give up. Listen here, no matter how many times you have failed in your life, that is not the end. You are not a failure. Failures are the one who do not want to give a shot after failed once. Yes, it may takes a longer time to accomplish your task. But see after you have completed the race, you will forget all the sufferings and become even stronger because of all you have gone through. Do you know it is really sad to see people just give up on their dreams just because they are afraid that they can't complete the race?? if you are tired of running then just walk. As long as you don't give up!! Don't bother what people think about you. This is your life and you know what you really want. So who cares what they think?? Life is all about chasing for your dreams. That is why God placed dreams in us. Just wait for God's appointed time and you will definitely see your breakthroughs. Breakthroughs are near!! Those that can endure till the end will eventually receive the crown. God bless!!

I have so much to say.. Just so much but I'm gonna make it real sweet and short here. About my life recently. Well, life is so good here. A great testimony to share with you guys. Last Tuesday my car was bang by someone. The owner doesn't wanna bare this responsibilities, hence, she just drove away after that. Unfortunately God sent someone to witnessed it and that someone left a note on my car. I truly believe that all these are really God's plan. My car was bang. I was really sad until I don't even wanna bother the piece of paper on my front mirror. I only got to know the next day when I wanted to throw it away. Thank You Jesus for everything. You have planned everything perfectly for me. I listened to one of Jay Chao's songs just now. Well, I don't really like to listen to Chinese songs but that lyrics of that song really touched my heart. It stated 'be concented with everything you have now'!! Nowadays, who won't talk about technologies. Apple products, cars and etc. What I wanna really say here is no matter what you have now, as long you are feeling comfortable with it, just continue using it. Stop comparing with others. This is not gonna end if you keep comparing yourself with others. I pray for everyone to have a great days ahead. God bless!! =]

Before this I keep doubting whether I will be able to complete my course as a Chemist or not. Few of my friends even discussed among themselves that they wanna change course and etc. That caused me to start to think a lot. Whether to change course. Or whether to change University. And if I change course, I've to start all over again. But you know what, I will not get influence by my friends but to hang on till the end. I'm gonna put my full trust on Jesus and hang on there till I complete my degree as a Chemist. I've been always wanted to be a Chemist since a young girl. This course not gonna be easy. Same goes to other courses as well. You and I know nothing is easy in this world. One key to success in life is to get wisdom from our Mighty God. His wisdom is always greater and higher than any other people on this earth. I just feel so grateful because Jesus is always with me no matter what situation I'm facing. He is always there for me. When I'm clueless, He provided me wisdom. I love You so much Jesus!! I really do... By the way, Happy Chinese New Year everyone!! Have a blessed year ahead. God is with you =)

In this era of globalization, parents are getting busier at their working place,etc. Therefore, they couldn't spend so much time with their children. Many young people have problems relating with their family members. Allow me to try to pinpoint some attitudes and feelings towards members of the family which hamper good relationships, and see how these can be remedied. Firstly, do you feel your parents don't love you or care for you? Do you expect your parents to be like other parents that you know, and you are upset that they are not? Try to understand that people express they love and care in many different ways. You have to know that your parents actually do love their children, but express it not in ways their children expect them to. They may show by working hard to provide for the family or by preparing the meals, or by staying up late at night waiting for the children to come home. Hence, learn to see and appreciate their efforts and accept your parents as they are. Secondly, do you feel your parents favor your brother or sister? This may or may not be true. It may be that your brother or sister is more responsible, and more helpful around the house. Perhaps he likes to be with your parents and spends more time with them than you do. My question to you is have you any chores at home which you gladly do to please parents? Are you always available and wiling to run errands for your parents? Well, even if your parents favor your brother or sister for no reason at all, you should show your parents that you love them. God's commandment that you should "honor your father and your mother" is without a comdition. Thirdly, do you you value your peers more than your family? There are several possible reasons why many young people treat their friends far better than their own family. Some go through an identity crisis at this age, so they look to their peers and other groups for affirmation. Some look in other people for traits they want to see in their family. No matter what happen, they are still your parents. Honor them as how you honor God!! These are few ways you can be helpful. a)Take the initiative to do household chores. You can help in preparing meals, clean the house, etc. Consider these tasks not as obligations but OPPORTUNITIES for Christian witness. b)Be a responsible son or daughter. Whenever your parents entrust you with a task, do it well and with a glad heart. In conclusion, God's very nature is love. As His followers, let us full our homes with love. Let God manifest through you the fragrance of the knowledge of Him in every place(2 Corinthians 2:14).

Here comes another year. Again. Happy New Year everyone!! Even before I started this year of 2012, many people started talking how bad it gonna be in this year. Yea I know it gonna be a challenging year not only for me but also for everyone out there. Economic meltdown, all sorts of disasters, etc. But thank God, we as a believers, we are not afraid of all these because God is with us. Believers do face the same problems as the unbelievers. But what is so special about believers is that we know that God is with us. We are not fighting alone. I seriously have no idea who's gonna view my blog but I would really wanna share the Good News with all of you. No matter who you are, where you're from, I want you to know that Jesus is indeed real. I faced many challengers before this and Jesus was the one who lifted me up in times of trouble. My aunt passed away yesterday. God is so good because He allows her to live in this world for a week before she died. She managed to settled everything before she leaved this world. See how good is our God. Though it's just a week but we're all satisfied with that. So to those unbelievers, what you guys can do now is to step out from the darkness and enter into the light of this world. It's time for you all to get up from your dreams. There's not much time for you all. God's highest concern is to save your soul. Accept Him and experience breakthroughs in your life.

Today indeed a great day. I had so much fun during the service. After that, I got a birthday surprise from my brothers and sisters. Well, honestly I didn't expected for this surprise because my actual birthday was one month ago. Really appreciate for what they have done for me despite my birthday passed long time ago. Haha. THANKS GUYS!! So to happen if any of you view this post :) I had my breakfast with my beloved family after the service just now. I just love the feeling when I can get to be together with my family members. It's just so wonderful!! By the way, I am going to sit for my last paper tomorrow. INTERPERSONAL COMMUNICATION!! The paper seems tough actually. I really pray everything will be all right for me tomorrow. After my exam, I am going to enjoy myself to the fullest before my new semester starts. My timetable for my next year's semester is super hectic. Three labs per week!! Faint... Anyway, that isn't a big problem for me. What I concern the most now is preparation to get baptize this Sunday. Awww. I am not nervous but really excited for that. I am looking forward for what God has in store for me. I am totally belong to Jesus after this. Great. I have been waiting for this since last year. On th other hand, i also really wanna thank God for saving my family. It is really a blessing to get baptize as a family. Therefore, thank God for everything You have done for all of us. Where would we be without You Jesus? Thanks for dying on the cross for the nation. Will be continue soon :)

Morning World!! Today is another great day for everyone. Let's enjoy this day with Jesus alone. Yea, I skipped many services in church recently. That doesn't mean I don't honour God. Well, at first I was quite guilty about it too. I shouldn't use my university stuff as a reason for not going to church. And also my badminton tournaments. After sometime, I received an email from Joel and Victoria. This is what they said. It really mean so much to me.


How Do You Honor God?

TODAY’S SCRIPTURE

“REMIND PEOPLE to be submissive to [their] magistrates and authorities, to be obedient, to be prepared and willing to do any upright and honorable work.”
(Titus 3:1, AMP)

TODAY’S WORD from Joel and Victoria

What do you do to honor God? A lot of times people think, “I go to church to honor God. I read my Bible to honor God. I sing and clap in worship to honor God.” And yes, those are ways to honor God, but did you know that you honor God just as much when you get to work on time? You honor God when you are productive each day and honor the people in authority over you. You honor God when you excel in your career.

Actions speak louder than words. When you give your very best in the workplace, your whole life is giving praise to God. Showing up with a good attitude, being friendly, organized, just being your best — people will notice there’s something different about you. They’ll want what you have.

As believers, we should set the standard in all areas of life. People should see the depth of your character and your spirit of excellence and know that you are a child of the Most High God. Make the decision to honor Him in all that you do because You are His representative in the earth today!


I seriously wanna thank to both of them for being so supportive. Their words have blessed me so much. I don't care what people think about me but only from God. God knows who love Him. =)

I really want to thank God for everything!! Today I shared the Gospel in front of 50 students. Most importantly, they're non-believers. Seriously, when I think back on how I actually stood in front and started talking about Jesus, I was really amazed. I didn't expected I can be that daring though. I even said the most proud thing I ever done in my life is accepted Jesus Christ as my saviour. I really pray after this, some of them will keep my words in their heart and come to know Jesus one day. Before this I was thinking about this too. Finally, God has given me the chance to share with people today. thank You Jesus!! After sharing, my lecturer asked me to pick up a paper on her table. She asked me to read everything from that paper. It's a verse from the bible.
From 1 Corinthians 15:10 But by the grace of God I am what I am, and His grace unto me did not turn out to be in vain, but on the contrary,I laboured more abundantly that all of them, yet not I but the grace of God which is with me. Jesus loves you!!

It's already week 2. The next following weeks will be a hectic weeks for me. There are so many assignments,presentations and tests are waiting for me. Since this is a short semester, we have to really rush for assignments and etc. This is what I dislike the most in short semesters.
By the way, I have actually participated for quite a number of tournaments for the past few weeks. And I just realized that I have actually won almost all of them. God is good!! He has provided me the strength. Even I didn't play for quite some time, but yet I still able to play quite well. Praise the Lord!! Thank You so much for everything You have done for me. Without You, I don't think I will be able to even play for a tournament. After working out the whole day, it's time to sleep. So,yea. Nights world!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED DADDY. My dad is absolutely a great dad. No doubt about that. My brothers and I are able to grow up in such a great environment, it's all because of my dad. He has sacrificed so much for this family. THANK YOU DAD!! Thank you for everything you have done for all of us. Most importantly, thank You God for this great daddy.
I wanted to update my blog last night. But I'm really exhausted!! For the past four days, I was so freaking busy. I can only sleep after 12am. EVERYDAY!! My team only managed to qualified into quarter for this UM tournament. The players from other universities are way too good. But I'm really grateful enough for achieving such result. In addition, I also want to thank God for helping me in managing my time. I was free whenever there're services. I managed to attend cell group,prayer meeting and main service in Harvest Generation. At first I was doubting whether could I make it for all thess meetings. But finally, I surrender it all back to God. And He has shown me all sort of miracles. Praise the Lord!! Throughout this tournament, they're so many people have sacrificed so much for me. They have come all the way from their homes to support me and etc. Thanks YIP LI YEE, TEH SEK KIT, JOSHUA NG, EDWARD, CHAO EE and LEE KOY YEW. Koy yew even though you have assignment but yet you still spend time to support me. Really appreciate it!! And you guys purposely got up early just to accompany me to UM. Just thank you so so much for everything!! Oh yea, you guys also worked so hard in arranging transports for me. I had so much fun with all of you. I wish to have more like this days with you guys again in future.
This week is the first week of my new semester. After enjoying for 3 weeks, I have to get back to my studies. Luckily this semester is a short semester which is only 7 weeks. I pray this semester will be a great semester for me. May Your strength upon me Jesus.

I got so emotional early this morning. Nothing to do with anything but due to my sleepiness after all. Haha. I slept kinda late last night which is almost 4am. Actually I've to sleep early last night because I know I'm going down to KL today. I can't blame anyone but all to myself. I played Harvest Moon and chit-chatting with my brother until I have forgotten the time. But thank God I'm able to control my emotion. I didn't really show it out but I know it's just so wrong. No more next time, LIYEN!! Haha. So,yea. I'm actually in KL now. After such a long day today, finally I can rest peacefully in my friend's hostel. I have been travelling up and down for this whole day. Most importantly, I really wanna thank God for protecting me throughout this whole journey. This is the first time ever I take bus by myself to come down to KL. By His mercy I have such a safe journey!! My team gonna start our very first match tomorrow at 4pm against UPM. After that have to stay in UM for our next match which is at 8pm. So I'm pretty sure that I will have a super long day tomorrow. I have to get up early in the morning for test court some more. This is driving me really crazy!! Haha. Anyway, I really pray that God's mighty hands will be upon my team throughout this tournament. I wanna win every matches that I play. I surrender everything to You my Lord.
Oh, I just remember that I'm starting my new semester next week. It's just few days left for me to actually enjoy myself. Goodness precious. I'm so not ready for this coming semester. Still in my holiday mood. Anyway, it's time for bed now. Gotta get ready for tomorrow. Nights peeps!!

It is now 2.40 in the morning. I will be leaving to KL later for tournament.yes,AGAIN!! Actually I really wanna thank God for such a great blessing upon me. I didn't know I still have the chance to actually participate in so many tournaments. I just came back from a tournament which held in Sarawak last week. This is just so awesome!! I thought of giving up in my badminton career after Malaysia Games last year but I just can't do it. I have trained so hard since young. Since primary school!! It's really impossible for me to let go badminton, TOTALLY. Well, I really pray for greater tournaments in future though. Represent a country perhaps. Haha.
By the way, my final result released this afternoon. At first I was so freaking nervous when I get to know that the result was out. I was like oh my goodness!! How come so fast one?? This is because I really have no confidence in any of my papers last semester. I crapped so much.. yes so much in all the papers. I don't know what I wrote also. LOL. Luckily my result was okay. thank God for that!! 7 more semesters to go now. =)
Just a little update for today. I went to Jusco this morning. I entered S&J shop. I was really amazed about everything there. It's just so amazing!! Tissues look like money. Just go and check it out. Haha. Then at night went to church for prayer meeting. The service was awesome. Then now time to sleep!! Nights world =)

Hey everyone!! I'm back to update again.In a week, I have skipped two services, bible study and youth service.I feel so useless for letting myself get sick so easily.Once the morning service over,I went back home to rest.Aww,I still feel so tired even though I rested for so long.Anyway,below here is a message from my friend.I find it so meaningful,hence,I have decided to post it out here for all of you to have a look.The title of this message is 'strong prayer-God has amazing things in store for you.'From the title itself,I realized that this morning sermon was also talking about prayer.I mean the preacher was emphasizing more to praying.And so,I truly believe that this is the message that our beloved God wants us to bare in mind.Prayer can move mountain if you really believe that.Do enjoy the message below.




Stars do not struggle to shine, rivers do not struggle to flow, and
You will never struggle to excel in life, because you deserve the
best. Hold on to your dream and it shall be well with you... Amen.

The eyes beholding this message shall not behold evil, the hand that
Will send this message to others shall not labor in vain, the mouth
Saying Amen to this prayer shall laugh forever and remain in God's
Love.

Your dream will not die,your plans will not fail,your destiny will
Not be aborted,and the desire of your heart will be granted in
Jesus name.

No one goes to the river early in the morning and brings dirty water.As you are up
this morning,may your life be clean, calm and clear like the early
morning water.May the grace of the Almighty support,sustain and
supply all your needs according to His riches in glory.Amen!!Love
the Lord.Have a wonderful day in Jesus' name.

The will of God will never take you where the grace of God will not
protect you. I see something good happening to you, something that
you have been waiting to experience.

Guess what??I"M HAVING FEVER NOW!!!This caused me to absent myself from bible study.I was fine until this morning.All of the sudden I was attacked with headache and fever.Well,that's fine for me.Really fine.I was then being attacked at my abdomen which is not fine for me.I seriously have no idea why I always feel pain at my abdomen.This isn't the first time though.All right,I shall pray upon it.It might be spiritual attack.Who knows?I will be very busy for the next one month due to presentations,tests and lastly FINAL EXAM which is just next month.Let this be real seriously??I can't imagine that finals is just next month.I have no confidence in any of the papers this semester.I can do nothing but to study,study and study until my exam.

Another late night post again. Currently in kampar and I'm really homesick now. I want to go home see my parents, watch badminton, and play with my puppy. I MISS HOME,seriously!! I can't do anything but to stay here and study, study and study. My exam is just around the corner which is a month from now. I don't even have the time to study for finals since I still have to prepare for my next week's presentations and test. All these are really killing me mann!! Seems that I have so many stuffs to handle with. Nothing much to update for today though. Anyway, gotta go to bed now. Will update again soon =)

I'm so glad I went for youth service today. Nah, same goes for morning service. Okay, why I'm glad I went for youth service? It was because of the sermon actually. It's exactly what I was hoping for. That's what I call the heart of expectation. By right I'm suppose to skip today's youth service. Something was on and my mum wants me to stay at home. I have to sneaked out from the house after she left home for class. I know I know. Such a terrible daughter, right!! I have no choice seriously. God, please do forgive me! You know my heart's desire. =)

This is just a random post since I can't sleep tonight. It's so great that I'm able to update my blog in such a peaceful environment. No distraction at all! I was thinking about posting this Trinity thingy in my this blog. I use to asked people about Trinity last time. I think most of the people out there no matter they are Christians or other religions would like to know about this also. Just in case if you are someone who do not know what is Trinity about. It's actually talking about God with the combination of three persons in it(Heavenly Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit). Seems interesting isn't it. Yes, our God is interesting indeed. I caught a revelation just now while I was reading a book. No more doubting and confusion in me now. Thank God!! Anyway, just let me explain briefly about Trinity here. I pray this could help you guys out there to remove all the confusion too.
Well, the concept of the Trinity does not fit the framework of common logic, nor can it be fully analysed by our intellect. However, this is no reason to say it is the invention of theologians. Furthermore, to declare that the one and only God has made Himself known as Father, Son and Holy Spirit is simply an attempt to define what the Scriptures teach. Read the Book of John 10:29-30 and the Book Acts 5:3-4 to have a better understanding about it.
To commit our lives to this triune God is to begin to see with the eye of faith His greatness as our Creator, Redeemer and Sustainer. Doesn't it make sense that the One we worship and to whom we entrust our lives, should be vastly greater and extraordinary than our limited understanding?
So, come on people, it's time for all of us to get up from our dream. Stop questioning God and put complete trust in Him alone. His promises are unbreakable!! I was once a person who loves to question God.
Therefore, come home to God. COME HOME, Jesus is waiting for all of us!! Don't stay away. No matter what you have done, or left undone, He still loves you. God's promise which is written in the bible, for He who covers his sins will not prosper, but he who confessed and forsake them will have mercy.

It's already week nine. Am I dreaming? That means, there will be like another 4 more weeks left and I'm going to sit for finals again. Oh my goodness!! This sounds really crazy because I didn't expected it would be that fast.
Let me update a little bit about myself. Well, life is good recently even though have to face a few obstacles before this. That's how life should be!! We can gain experiences by overcoming all these obstacles at times. So people, please do not give up whenever you've to face difficulties in life. That's not what God wants you to do. By the way, I'm so into the bible recently. There are so many things that I would like to know but it seems like it's not necessary for me to know about it. Yes, the contents in the bible is not easy to understand. There are so many hidden things inside the bible but I am really curious to know about it. But how can I get the answers? Do research? Ask people? See how many times can I ask those people out there? I have so many questions to ask actually but sometimes I do ask myself, is it that important for me to know the answers that I'm searching for? Here comes a website when I was doing my research. It written "it's not necessary for you to know every single things in life actually. God will review the answers to you if you are really eager to know the answers. Do not think so much because God will definitely review the answers at the right time". I was like 'wow' when I saw that!! From that day onwards, I limit myself from asking questions.
It's raining in kampar now while updating my blog. Such a nice weather for me to sleep. So,yea. That's all by now. Thank You Jesus for everything. My life has transformed after accepting You into my life. I will always Praise You Jesus. Nights world!!
ps: I have fallen in love with the bible!! HAHA.

Here comes my new semester. Well,I was thinking whether can I manage to complete my degree in three years time?Everything getting tougher now!Even sometimes I feel like giving up.I'm just so tired of handling so many stuff in my life.Relationship,studies,etc.I really do not want to question God but I just can't stand with the pressure that pushing me so strong now??Now I have to face another challenge.I seriously need boldness to face this person no matter how.I really don't know whether is this a test for me or what?God,I really pray that You will show me a clear vision so that I know I'm working this out for You.You deserve all the praises from the world, Jesus.I love You Jesus no matter what.I want to thank You in advance for everything that You are going to do for me.